Magic's Rant room

Dood

Graphic design not being my passion would be great if my grade didn’t depend on it

I love walking and going places but I really wish it didn’t come with people looking at me funny or thinking I’m a foreigner
I wish I didn’t have to be perceived

AND THEN I FINISHED ALL MY TYPOGRAPHY WORK IN ONE SITTING BECAUSE I CAN GRAAAAAAH I ALWAYS MANAGE BABYYYYYYYYY

Im reaching levels of divine madness to get this work done today UNSEEN SINCE THE AGE OF ORACLES

Stomach acting up to the point I’m on the verge of fainting

Another day in the mines having to redo an entire teammates work because it seems I’m allergic to having competent teammates guh

I miss my Harley so much today
It’s cold, so I know she would have enjoyed the weather
I liked laying down with her in my chest to warm us both up

AND my headphone to phone adaptor broke ;-; cheapest replacement is like 200 pesos ouuuu

Ouuuuuuuu having stress nightmares that cause me to wake up with my heart beating out of my chest plus audio hallucinations really does mark the start of my exam season

I wish I could take my brain and hand wash it so it’d stop feeling so heavy and depressing all the time
A good old wringing would do it wonders

Dya ever have those nightmares where it’s clearly a nightmare but your dream self is so tired of this shit it just takes things as if it was a normal everyday thing
Yeah

Being alive is so embarrassing
(Continues to live anyway despite it)

Trying to stay off tik tok even though it’s the only time my brain feels soothed and at peace sigh
Not a healthy habit

The only week I’ve been caught up with work was bc I had 2 days off oof.
So much to do I feel so tired but I think 4 hours of sleep does that HDHSHF

People already turn to look at me because I look out of place, so I might as well just dress as strange and colorful as I want
But still hurts when a close friend makes fun of me for it (when she also dresses outside of current norms)

Trying to not fall into “what if” thinking cause there’s no point to
But god some days I really wish I could have studied where I wanted to

no but, we'll make do where we can I hope

a second life altering event has hit the magicandscrews tower,,,

It was defeated with the power of staying home and resting + 2 ibuprofen

Headache even worse I might have caught a cold but I guess that’s on me for cycling in the rain

The lion does not concern herself with how there’s no light in her reflections eyes
The lion does not concern herself with being unable to get out of bed

Horrible News
I feel 👎👎👎👎👎👎 and it’s not even past 9pm yet.
Old reliable can’t help us here

50 assignments from one class
30 assignments from another

I wonder if teachers have a genuinely lack of respect for students that actually try.

The two moods /lh /not a vent

Opens bank account
Literally only 5 pesos in there
Haha nice /panic

I have less then 5 dollars to my name rn but that’s ok we ball

It’s not fine
He’s gonna critique it live and I know I’m not mentally ready or prepared for it right now orz

You know when you look at your classmates work and you see something actually good and you look at yours and you know you’re fucked
It’s cool I’m fine
I’m fine it’s fine

Teachers who make you go out to print things should pay at least half of it because man do you really think I have the expendable cash? This is eating into my grocery money