Distant Sounds of Coping Mechanisms

I think work should pay me more so i can shower my partner with even more gifts and tickets to come live with me!

Its a crime against humanity not being able to make him breakfast rn!!!!

I dont usually post online about my love for him since im BIG SHY but... he's so sillybilly and i miss waking him up and and and i miss his smile and his hugs aND I

I think about him a lot

big vent hours!! be scared!!

I miss Slirth.

send post.

I gotta not think today

This game is surprisingly pretty. Im glad i can finally enjoy it.

Life is hard rn but atleast i got into Terraria again.

I know my frustration stems from so much more and a general hatred for this 'taboo' vibe we got about discussing heavier topics. I know all this, therapy JUST happened

But FUCK is it annoying. Why do *I* have to behave in a palatable way? Why do i gotta keep more quiet than others? Im not a vibe?

Gotta hold a megaphone and actively shout how i wanna kill myself to get any reaction. Damn. What would anyone have done if I had stayed quiet?

lmao guess who's therapist is concerned

Back at it again

I just want to sleep forever

time to be loud about this terrible decision.

discord.com/company-info...

I just wanna go back to the cottage from my childhood. Life was good there.

why even bother.

There is something wonderful about chopping off your own hair uvu

I miss being able to roleplay and making AUs with people.

Ive lost that spark for about 5 years now.

I just want it back. I just want to love my ocs again.

mental health is wild because yesterday i wanted to just fade away, right now im just calm and i know i can feel the build up of 'I CAN LEARN ANYTHING' coming up.

Bro, what is with my brain. What is my concoction??

Life's a bitch but atleast i got reheated chicken fried rice /pos

Fuck it, im doubling my weed dose and going offline.

I want to vomit out my feelings and express it but last time i did, i was asked to maybe write in a journal or something. so like *away* from people teehee

And even if i did say anything, its not like i can even express myself right! Last time I defended myself, I ruined!! so much!! haha!!

It's not like there'd be much to miss.

Ngl, if this is how im gonna feel for the rest of my life,

I might just pick the worst options for fun and then exit stage right.

High and alone, what else is new

People have things they are passionate about? Damn, whats that like. I barely tolerate my ocs these days.

Fuck it, gonna get stupid high and rot in bed. Not like i have anything to do or anyone to hang out with.

I don't want to exist. I don't want to be perceived if it means feeling like im a fucking mistake. What do you mean, just being myself causes issues. I breath and it ruined things.

i dont wanna be here.

Not to sound like a whining fool, but GOD can I please just keep Slirth here? I love him so much, please, i hate the idea of not having him close by ;n;

I do my best to remain 'normal' but i can't deny the fact that life is just so much nicer with him around.

Me refusing to buy any game from a studio saying "AI is inevitable" is inevitable too actually

Reposting this with alt text.

Delete your Twitter. Now.

if tumblr dies I need this video to make it's seasonal rotation here instead just in case, Happy holidays 🎄