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Man on a local news street interview: The earth is a resort for like 500 rich people and the rest of us are just the staff.

This shit hits like a sledgehammer right now. It's not even remotely an exaggeration.

Personally prefer the Ministry cover
youtu.be/npeYMJIbY8o?...

just personal thing, but to me it's a highly depressing song. I've been unlucky.

Just some quick personal art.

Why wait any longer for the world to begin?
You can have your cake and eat it too
Why wait any longer for the one you love
When he's standing in front of you?
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I long to see you in the morning light
I long to reach for you in the night

Things are rough in my personal life etc, but I did wanna say thank you for the continued business from anyone who has, well, ever gotten anything from me, but especially the past year

It has enabled me to move on from a bad situation and given me the time and space to figure out life going forward

I'm gonna put more effort in to social things this year...especially after I figure out my financial things.

I'm tired of living like this.
I'm not in a place where I'm being isolated by someone else anymore... I'm free like first time in 18 years.

I mean I do, but nothing consistent. Had it for a little bit with dnd and the only thing I'm on anymore, has been on hiatus for couple months.

Idk. Just rambling. Feeling sad as usual : (

Also, when I say that I just don't have the time/energy to answer messages, this is literally why. All I do is work.

I want to talk more and be social, but I feel like I don't have time. So people understandably leave etc... I miss having friends. I feel like I haven't had any in over a decade.

There's gotta be more to life than endless grind

just saying since I haven't been able to have proper weekends/free time for a long while once again.

I'm selling anything that I own that's worth anything, doing extra work and everything -still- feels daunting and impossible to overcome

Unsure if grossly delayed empathy makes me feel better or worse. Maybe bit better ultimately... it is nice to be understood, finally. Just feeling raw it happened after it's far too late to fix anything.

*shrug*

I wish I was an orangutan tbh

So in the light of even more upsetting Epstein files, when are we gonna take down the 1%?

It's a fucking clown world we live in to let these folks do the most heinous acts known to man and still getting sit on their wealth, while the rest of us struggle to make ends meet.

hate it here

Line drawing: a very rotund mourning dove perching on a wire.

Yeah, I'm looking to ask for extension or payment plan as I'm able to pay most up front. But while I'm scrambling to pay the rest I'm losing precious time in saving up for tax season 2027 aka I will be in this same situation next year. So, looking to cut the vicious cycle as short as I can.

illustration of Catherine O'Hara as Delia Deetz for the Beetlejuice Tarot card, "Queen of Swords"

💔

HEFTY tax bill this time.

Like... so much I'm unsure how I'll make it without ruining myself or not having to rely on lot of extra work again, which just creates the problem again for 2027. It's like an endless loop that I'm now caught in and I... I don't know. I don't know what I'm gonna do.

Just venting. But sucks that I had to work so much extra last year to just fund necessarily life events (moving abruptly, having to buy a car really suddenly, dealing with lot of debt) so there was a lot of income I couldn't save a penny from toward taxes...

So I'm looking at-

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Unfriendly reminder, AI is being used to destroy trust. Do not normalize the use of AI. AI can not reliably enhance videos or low-quality images.

This is the quiet replacement of reality. Do not let this be normalized.

IT NOT A GERBIL

I still have gotten no new commissions and would very much like to have work so that I can feed myself and my cat
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Made a silly little bday doodle for my partner @cushydemon.bsky.social for their birthday uwu ❤️❤️❤️

I'm still going through the song sketches I took some weeks ago, I've finished half, hoping to finish them in 2-3 weeks. Gonna take in more of them, too, soon.

workworkworkwork : P

Might open some discounted thigh ups later this week. I have some dr visits coming up, going in without insurance.. I think I ultimately am paying little less than if I had insurance payments going + had to pay my end after insurance. But you know... it's still gonna rack me up a decent amount...

Two sketches of a newborn Anzu, a mythological creature from Sumerian mythology that has the body of an eagle, with the front paws and head of a lion.

A character in my #scionrpg game got a baby Anzu (Sumerian mythology) so of course I had to draw the fuzzy kittenchick.

A giant skulldog standing in what looks like an open air Yharnam sewer from Bloodborne. He's got flesh peeling off of himself, but there's new monstrous flesh underneath, with exposed ribs and a hole in his sternum. His face has been replaced with a skull, and he has bony spiked coming from his collarbone and knees. In the center of his neck is a giant green eye. The sky overhead is a sickly yellow and it's bathing him and the environment in a surreal and unearthly aura.

Fully rendered commission for @neoshepinois.bsky.social!
If you would like a commission for yourself, come drop me a line, I'd really appreciate it! :D
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I guess it could then be the timesink I need on the quiet hours when I just... slip into depression and start thinking in circles on how everything sucks for me lol.

I need some kind of relief and something to keep me grounded, and atm I don't care if it's a game I can just sink my whole life into

I don't think I can play retail WoW simply because I have way too much to catch up on :') I've missed 3 expansions and a 4th one is about to come out. I know I can just check the older stuff at my leisure but it still feels bit daunting ngl

Lame that a dentist would send me a bill almost 6months after I've been there (changed my dentists in between, too). It was not for a huge amount at all, but c'mon now.

Even that decision is hanging on someone else currently, as there's legal things to be wrapped up and atm its not even up to me. It fucking sucks.

So... i just am not able to keep it very cool all the time. But I'm trying.

It's mentally very sapping and I often feel like I'm just losing it.

I don't think I can make it here. I really just want to go back home to Finland. I want to just dissappear in there, forget I ever came here.