Alexander/Лис

I hate posting on twitter

Big thing with everyone important

Buds (they have probably fucked)

// sh , gun , blood , vent

Some things from when I was feeling incredibly horrible but they are important to me

And some Lis + doodles of everyone. Lis is still mainly an apparition or spirit but is also in the AU with Rory where they are regular people and a Glam-Thrash metal duo. He barely talks and is very apathetic (he is a sona so yeah) but tries his best to be good to Rory

I love alt fashion

I wanted to introduce Anaïs because I haven’t before. She’s a very sweet and caring lass but is a bullying victim as is basically everyone in that friend group. She dates Quinn for a while but he’s a bit of an asshole at that time so it does not work out. Zhenya crushes on her

Also a more realistic Zhenya, lots of piercings, she is also Mongolian. My oldest oc, she used to be a literal parrot

There’s my boy!!! I LOVE HIM I WANT TO SHARE SO MUCH BUT I CANT

Why does it feel so cringey to talk about ocs FREE ME I WANT TO HAVE FUN

Quinn/da admin!
First pic is definitely NOT canon anymore both personality and style wise. Seemingly very cold and detached. He has done a lot of poor decisions and is struggling. I don’t know how much I can even say without spoilers because he is very important and I love him dearly.

Misha
Person who seems to be quite close with the admin and knows more than he lets on. Most cannon design is the pixel chibi. Very v kei. Kinda evil in a goofy way, but can be very compassionate and ends up having a sibling-like relationship with Zhenya. Based on an old edgy mlp sona lmao

Zhenya!
Basically main pov, the most canon design is still probably the first image even though it’s oldest, she’s more scene than emo I figured. Very sweet and extroverted (at least online because she struggles with mh as does every other character in this lmao)

/ suicide mention
The forum is to archive information of a student that has taken his life, but the said forum admin who tries to be entirely anonymous believes there is some foul play. Each member of the forum joins due to having been in contact with the student in the past.

the whole story basically takes place online, almost every character lives in completely different countries, so each character will have their own little internet persona interacting with one another so it’s not just reading texts from a supposed forum.

Since I actually don’t have a lot of people on here I will start to ramble about my little guys that live in my head without spoilers because I really want to start a comic AAH

I think Lis is an apparition. It can be seen literally anywhere at any point in history by a person while others may have no clue it’s there.

I also think drawing helped with grounding quite a bit

Ежик лысый или как там

He’s so silly I need to actually decide on the cutie mark tho

Dissociation fueled things

/ heavy but I just really need to scream

I have become s.x and romance repulsed, I dissociate every time they text or talk to me because I’m constantly terrified. I have deteriorated so much during this time. I just want to be happy.

Dude. Galahad as Ford and Merlin as Fiddleford I’m losing my mind

I love Slow Horses dude I love when British people

Oh!

I have a lackadaisy oc btw

I tried to correct a notion in an argument as I happen to know things in that area and got hit with “why do you have the annoying type of autism” and I think I’m gonna go back to not talking ever

Along the cart tracks

I love making up lore that will never see light outside of my brain

I’ve watched jse playthrough, its very cool:)

Will do