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Stories of life past: I was at a friends’ wedding in Mexico and the night before she had to tell everyone “Please don’t get too drunk and start getting naked tomorrow my family is coming”. It was a nice wedding and reception and everyone respected the bride’s wishes.

I wish I could cross post but oh well. 78 days alcohol free.

Watching Home Alone and making cookies for coworkers.

Sorry bluesky trash posts only

Your mental health > everything. Happy youre here. 🫶❤️

Found old journal entries detailing meeting my ex husband. I’m not upset with my past self but damn I would have slapped me back into reality if I could.

Will the new patch later this month extend things to do for the season? HoF is closed, lfg is deadge, I wonder if pvp’rs are having a good time. I know new and returning hardcore people are.

Sometimes it does not get easier but it still ends up better. It can be a different type of hard but still better than before. We just do and that’s it. 🫂 Msgs open.

Also BabyMetal was so much fun! That moment when the concert date finally arrives and the opening to the headliner starts playing. You’re just there and full of excitement! 🤩

a computer screen with a lot of numbers and symbols on it ALT: a computer screen with a lot of numbers and symbols on it

Ok hear me out….3 screens? The screen I’m replacing is still good but not good for gaming. New screen is good for every activity. I wanna put this gif on the 3 just once. I’ve always thought computers in movies were so good. 😝

Yay! Getting the Kindle. Just an excuse to borrow and buy more books so now I can read about more of anything.

Sounds like a nice time for some morning coffee and cheesecake to me.

Another day of doing bare minimum at work headed my way. I pretty sure I’m over this job again. This time for real 😅🙃😝

Alcohol sobriety update: I was offered a glass of wine at thanksgiving. I declined. I’m struggling to find a reason to drink. I enjoy alcohol but wondering what place it has in my life. Have no need to demonize or shame people for enjoying a drink and alcohol just may not be for me.

Work is getting the bare minimum all week from me.

That said, I don’t know wtf I’m doing. Just choosing something, many directions at once and going with it.

I know that not everyone likes it. I have some not great personality traits and thats ok. This is different than being not diagnosed. Lots of useful therapy since then has all brought me here. Going to start again and just keep going bc that’s what I do.

Bluesky for twitter people and threads is for IG people. This new season is for focusing on my happiness and future. I really felt like my old meds were blocking my advancement. I never felt the highest of joy nor deep sadness on them. Missed feeling in general. This new version of me off meds

I think I’ll start posting more pictures on SM again.

Was chatting with a friend and he was alluding to making me feel bad about cheating on an ex. That ex was emotionally abusive. I do not regret my actions and take full responsibility for them. If given a redo I simply would break up with him before the cheating.

Do I make this account like my bird app account? I’d really like to share how I really feel on the daily. Kinda want to be so unhinged.

Not sure what to do with this account. I’ll finish customizing my algorithm later. Got into a last minute cancellation appoint for my teeth today. Recovering for now.

Worse news is I cant get seen until the 14th. They put in a rx for pain meds so trying to get that filled before raid at 6.

Good news is my insurance will cover the costs of a fresh root canal + 2 replacement crowns. Bad news is I can’t eat anything without pain, let alone brush my teeth without pain until next week when they can see me.

A few months back they told me my root canal that was done 4 years ago might have issues. Well, the pain is back from that same root canal. Heading into the dentist today and hopefully they can do something.

This is so beautiful 🥺.

Tuesday I’ll import all the bird app people over to here.

That’s ok though because I’ll be working on my gaming set up. New screen, accessories and lights coming soon.

Everyone low key irritating me right now. Mostly a me thing. Gonna solo vibe until raid Tuesday.

These nights are perfect little moments sometimes. I wake up and my cat is here and purring so loud. She forces me to snuggle for as long she wants of course.