CJ 🦢

i don’t think ppl understand the kind of banter over text that it takes for me to actually lol so when i do find that kind of person… doomed. DOOMED. 😭

im doomed 😭

everything i want, i get.

huh so you /really do/ get over it on a random tuesday

I wasn’t looking at my phone while I was typing out my tarot question about whether or not I could trust someone… I looked down and saw this typo 😭 logically, N & J are next to each other… but I still went and shuffled the cards & it said yeah too 🤷🏻‍♀️ the cards never lie…

11:46pm EDT: Mercury in Scorpio contraparallel Jupiter in Cancer. Close your eyes and get to sleep. Your synapses are creating all SORTS of exciting new connections and epiphanies these days. Let them take a break and let the paint dry.

i accept this generous gift from the universe, this has to be it ❤️‍🔥

11:50pm EDT: Sun enters Scorpio for 30 days of passionate intensity, curiosity, espionage, deduction, intuition, and magic. This is the REAL start of spooky season. Be prepared to look on the dark side.

i really hope this isn’t some sick cruel joke from the universe to give me something only to take it away in 24 hours lmao

9:25am EDT: Moon in Scorpio semisextile Venus in Libra. Part 2 of the Ear with Juno. Love is all around you. Isn't it so nice when things fall into place with a win-win for everyone? 10°Sc46' D 10°Li46' D

just randomly lost 2 accessories, that I literally wear on my body daily like I NEVER take them off, in 24 hours… what in the timeline shifting is this ?????

interesting libra new moon we’re having here… wished on a shooting star and an hour later the universe said POOF 🥰

Thank you 🥰

you’ll search for me in every girl and never find her

“they wait. they weigh. they prepare.
and when their anger reaches its peak? they do not explode— they make a decision.” (by @typewriter_astrology)

ive never read anything more accurate in my life, this is bar for bar the way i am with my cap mars, made even more vicious conjunct my saturn/venus🗡️

realized me making jokes while my heart is literally breaking is a trauma response lmao

trust me when i say you can turn love into hate & then eventually indifference, and it doesn’t take much time either. the only thing standing in your way is your own will, but once it’s done it’s done.

don’t underestimate my ability to achieve something, my mom always said one of my best qualities was my perseverance. i can and will do whatever it takes to move on and get over you. watch.

not much to do out here, but all you really need is good company 🥰

last night with my girls, smoking and pregaming at the parking lot before hitting the casino for some food and dancing 💃🏻 (not really, the dj & his music were garbage sorry)

one thing ive learned from being single yet still devoted to someone/the idea of something for more than a year now is that i could totally be a nun & be good at it too if i were totally in love with jesus but alas we are merely besties at best

me posting this because my intuition was screaming at me & now everything is making sense

i think i just gotta accept that sometimes things don’t work out the way we thought they would… it’s the working through the acceptance that’s difficult to get through though, especially when you’re hurting.

is it too late to finish the rest of this white claw or???

when the saturday night plans make it out the group chat >>>

mentally/emotionally exhausted after the last 2 weeks like

💌 take that leap, the universe will catch you :)

contemplating my life choices as I turn over slices of spam frying on my stove high af in the middle of the night like this is my life

thank u 🥰

it’s been a day but guess who’s still cute at the end of an 8 hour shift 😛