shauni

also now that the entire record is out…the best songs imo are “mirtazapine,” “i won’t quit on you,” and “discovery channel” ✌🏻

my girl hayley williams is finally teasing her tour and atlanta is likely the first date. 👀 i’m kinda stoked because everything will be new and unexpected, i feel like it’s so normal now to have the entire setlist, stage production, merch, etc completely dissected online after the first show 😅

i try to focus on the good, and everyone has been really sweet about me posting again. 🥹 can’t please them all i guess!

and c) i am just so exhausted with fandoms and the morality police who expect total perfect behavior from everyone all the time. like dude i am here as a resource with a developed frontal lobe, i am going to let my followers make their own choices and not gatekeep a fucking fashion nova link lmao

tldr someone left a rude comment on critrolecloset about how i shouldn’t share a link to a fast fashion site and that cast member would be upset to see it when a) she don’t give a fuck abt social media b) i’m not advocating for that at all, i’ve spent years educating people but it’s a NUANCED issue

having a somewhat popular fan account makes me feel for those who do content creating full time. some people will really just assume the worst of you, put words in your mouth, etc and it’s so mentally draining compared to my 9-5. every job has its downsides, but i would hate to do this full time.

i finished the episode and god damn, brennan is an incredible DM. i’m curious how it’ll be now that the players are splitting up into 3 groups. tbh the soliders table doesn’t interest me that much, but i guess that will give me time to be delusional about shipping julien and occtis lol

also i’m 20 minutes behind because that cold open with bolaire went so fucking hard that i immediately ran it back and watched it again. i NEED to go to bed but so much is happening and it’s episode FOURRR #criticalrolespoilers

guess it wasn’t a good idea for me to start an occtis cosplay lol #criticalrolespoilers

i love having critical role brainrot again, like wow this series really was my life for so long and i’m glad that i took a break and came back for campaign 4. i’ve watched that first episode twice and keep looking at everyone’s theories and art 🥹🥹🥹

oh update 24 days later, we did end up going and had a lot of fun. mcr were also amazing like a week later, and i see lorde on tuesday! i think that’ll be it for concerts this year, tbh i feel like 2025 has been my favorite year of shows in recent memory (even when unpredictable things happen) 🥹

whenever i look for anything liam wears, i’ll always hope it’ll be in stock for you lollll

i’m pretty bummed because i was and still am excited to see nine inch nails tonight, but my husband has a migraine so idk if i’m now going alone or even at all. it feels like i’ve been having the worst luck with shows lately and something bad happening day of 😀🔫

my critrolecloset comeback is lowkey flopping but honestly it’s nice to just be having fun with it again 😌

i saw them back in 2011, which is funny because i thought i was *late* (they toured black parade when i was 14-15 and i was a hair too young by my mom’s standards) and now i’m considered an old fan for seeing them pre-breakup. time is a weird soup, y’all

i caved and bought saturday tickets for shaky knees because silver fox ray toro tiktoks have activated my inner MCR fangirl like a sleeper agent and they are literally all i can listen to now. this really is the year of me being 13 again i guess 😅

honestly i think the critical role campaign 4 news is great. matt deserves a break, brennan’s a wonderful DM, and i also hope they switch to daggerheart. i miss the feeling of anything being possible in CR, bring on all of the fun changes pls

that unexpected record hayley williams dropped this morning is fantastic…but i fear her heavy implication that she’s no longer with taylor york is more impactful than my own parents divorcing omg

remember when the search for grog vip was $250 after fees lol 🥲

getting priced out of the critical role fandom is a very weird and frustrating feeling, but i’m happy for those who can afford to go. if the gang hits up momocon, i will at least try for that. 🫡

unfortunately i’m now obsessed with love and deepspace after avoiding it for months

omg stop 😭😭😭

i would be so thrilled to see you again 🥹

i haven’t properly watched CR in about two years, but i will have to try for that atlanta show. guess i should sign up for beacon and try to figure out how much crazier securing a ticket has gotten 😅

just snagged one, it’s so cute!

music and prosthetics were great, but aside from that i will probably forget about it in a month 🤷🏻‍♀️

am i crazy for thinking sinners was pretty mid? 🧍🏻‍♀️ i get that i’m not the target demographic, but i kept waiting for the part where i’d understand why everyone’s saying this is the best movie of 2025 so far

i’m going to seattle for a few days in september! aside from the obvious things like the space needle and aquarium, any recommendations are very welcome

look how cute my hannibal ita bag (hannibag?) from momocon was a few days ago

i miss deafheaven already 😔