Ronan

It's the spoooooky day which means some spoooooky art -

Did something actually spooky this year compared to other years where it's been sexy

#Halloween2025 #Furryart #FurrySFW #spookymonth #Furry

Hey guys im switching to REPO now! Playing with @noxx.bsky.social @lenkor.bsky.social @ronantheronin.bsky.social @buckthewolfbear.bsky.social @gjt365.bsky.social Icebreaker and @furrumaru.bsky.social *LINK in the this post*

Did you know I have a Twitch channel? I'm super close to hitting affiliate! Join me for the grand opening of our store.

Can at least Two Himbos successfully run a Supermarket? The Broom is calling me... Join @noxx.bsky.social and I in Supermarket Together!
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Free badger hugs! Come and get 'em! #fwa25

confusing my target audience

#furry #touhou #nsfw #fanart

@noxx.bsky.social is BIG. BOOTY.

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Gposing in my server with friends was so fun mannnn

love yall so much! 💙 I really loved doing this!

W/ @layric.bsky.social @ronantheronin.bsky.social @nightslade.bsky.social @hrothberry22.bsky.social @trashualion.bsky.social @raynierrhyne.bsky.social @ragnarb.bsky.social @hrosbane.bsky.social

I find it real funny that everyone LOVES the 3rd Sonic Movie (as they should), but were the same crowd a few years ago chanting that SA2 was a shit game.

Almost like the game was PEAK from the start. Y'all a bunch of Fakers.

Merry Christmas by the way.

I'm in desperate need of a facial.

Ay what the fuck. Why am I just seeing this?

How are you all FINDING ME!?

Not that it's an issue, I just don't say much on other platforms.

Choke me, Daddy~

That's the end of my rambling, if you read through all of this, I am so sorry for taking up a lot of your time.

Looking at the clock, we're an hour away from the New Year in my timezone. So whoever is reading this, I hope you have a Happy New Year.

I genuinely do appreciate the apology, but I no longer want to talk and just want to move on from this. Again, I don't have any negative feelings towards this person as I have already moved on and will continue to do so with this New Year.

I also wish that no one hurts you the same way you hurt me.

Your other point that I've said said offensive things before is irrelevant. Sometimes I do say wild, out of pocket things. I won't deny that, but I would never say anything deliberately that I know would hurt someone on the same level it hurt me.

And if it had, I'm willing to take accountability.

Do I accept it?

Not really. I'm sorry that telling someone whose parent just passed away that "other people have dead moms" was a reference to a line from some random show that no one knew.

No one laughed either and it just made everything awkward after that. I'm glad that reference landed well.

What's crazy is that someone else said "Your Mom" as a response to a different question later in the night, but then quickly apologized which I appreciate.

At the time of this happening, I genuinely didn't expect an apology based on past experiences with said friend. Surprisingly, I did get one.

This person had known that the thing that makes me most vulnerable was one of the most important people in my life. Only to throw it back at my face just so they can make their quick quip.

I know that this is on a grander scale of things that I had no control in, but I still feel the guilt of letting it get to this point.

My family and I knew the day would come after we found out her condition while I was starting in High School.

I genuinely wish I could exaggerate, but I cried every literal day of October. After doctors had told us that she wouldn't make it to the end of the month, bring the family together before it's too late. To this day, I blame myself for almost everything that happened.

I want to state that if this was someone completely random, I could easily just say "fuck off" and move on with life. But coming from someone I trusted? Honestly felt like the biggest "Fuck you" I have ever felt in my life.

I had commented back saying "thanks dude, you know she just died" in a light tone.

What hurt the most was the response I got after saying that. A friend I considered close, part of a group of people who knew everything I was going through, said back to me that "other people have dead moms too."

I was playing something and just asking random questions as I get lost very fast.

After asking a quick question, I was hit with the response of "Your Mom" very quickly. I honestly wasn't offended, I know that this is an immediate, almost kind of a default, response to whatever.

I don't practice any religion, but Buddhist values are something I hold closely for my family.

In that voice call, I told my friends that I may be a little low energy, as it was the final day I could mourn for her. The night had gone on like normal, until I was rambling questions.

Throughout all of 2023, her health was getting worse and eventually came to an end at the end of October.

In Buddhist Culture, after a person dies, the family mourns for 49 Days. After the 49th, they reincarnate and the family has to move on.

If you come by this, just know that I genuinely do wish the best for you in life and I bear no resentment.

Earlier in the month I was in a Discord call with some close friends, just playing games together. Close enough that I had confided in them of the situation with my Mom throughout the years.

A person I considered a good friend of mine had hurt me, and after asking other people in my life, I decided to let them go.

I won't say who it is, this post isn't meant to expose someone. More so that I can document this and no longer have to think about it.