Kally

Posted this and immediately became the most introverted I've ever been and it isn't even funny

Reposting again because this is so fucking sick

i have no mfin energy anymo

just wanna lay in bed all day and that makes me feel worse so ya epic

People born on the end of the world can now create social media accounts

holy fuck 120 star is so g4ood

I switched my keyboard to T9 and now I hate using my phone

Started using YouTube less and it is now pushing a bunch of incel shit onto my home page, coincidence?

bouta' listen to this album for the 8th time today ong frfr

I mean I'm just gonna dump the songs to have on a device.

Also a vast majority of my reading is Wikipedia.

They can't delete my PDFs.

Grinding HARD in VCs was the primary way I've gotten better throughout my Mario journey. I really think I thrive in that environment but I hate streaming it. Idk. We'll see what happens. Figured I'd drop a lil' update action on y'all.

All I know is I want to grind right now and that's good. :)

I appreciate you all. I think I'm going to try and be around in VCs more. I really miss it. Ever since I started hard grinding streaming in 2023 I haven't had the energy for it. With more relaxed streams maybe I'll get myself to join more often.

I don't know, I really feel like I'm at a low point in my life, even though logically that isn't the case. Definitely close to the lowest I've been mentally. To be honest, the thought of fighting back and persevering is keeping me going. Would be a great story; to succeed following this mental funk.

I've been very very tired lately. Often sleeping 10+ hours a day. The depression has been kicking my ass too, but I'm still motivated enough to try and make changes to help with that.

I'm going to be exercising again soon.

I don't know how I feel about it though. On one hand I miss staying up late. On the other it isn't practical most the time. Works out right now due to Mitzi coming home at 1:30 am from her second job. If I want to stay up late I need to be consistent with my sleep schedule, which I'm not atm.

I've improved my SL Stage RTA from a 3:53.20 to a 3:51.86. Feels good doing a stage where there is a ton of movement, especially after swimming for so long!

I think I'm going to be more relaxed with my stream schedule. I've been waking up later simply because it's easier.

I've been feeling really awful mentally. Lots of self doubt and feeling aimless. I'm hoping that by removing a ton of distractions and brainrot I can start feeling human again, and focus on the things that actually matter.

I usually don't play Mario on the weekend but the past two days I have.

I want to eventually get a Kindle for reading. I already removed Twitter and Bsky from my phone's home screen in the last few months, and just removed Reddit as well.

I'm embarking on a digital minimalism journey. I've gotten a physical journal to write in. I've gotten a bag to carry it, my camera, and some other things. I'm looking to get the Cat F125 phone when it releases (if reviews are good). I want to start ripping CDs for music.

Type 1 if you live in a cave

Can't let this be another thing I pour my heart and soul into and come short, I need the W.

I have to cook

AI is making me want to drop the Internet all together more and more

Okay but actually

I don't know how long it will last. Just gonna try my best to do things right and assume it'll all work out, regardless of the inevitable short term dropoff in analytics.

I was doing this directly before updating a stage in the past but having them all pre-done will help keep momentum. My plan is to return on Monday with a dedicated practice grind.

I know if I actually do play today I'll just get frustrated again so I must hold out and let the urge build. I've been slowly retiming the individual stars in each community best and each stage RTA WR to get an idea of what times I need to consistently beat to become the fastest at that stage.