Mingye's little clam

Missing someone who doesn't want to be mine.

I know I can never be someone's first love. But I can be the last love . But denying me that chance to prove it is also unfair to me.

You didn't say a direct no. But I know it's a No.
Did you enjoyed hurting me. Are you still enjoying that you have been hurting me.

It's been a week.
I was thrown into the trash I guess. I always belong there I think. 😂😂
Why would you treasure me like that and rob me of it all of sudden ?
I asked too much I think. I have plenty to give too.
You said the same. But why not pick me to do it.

the birth/creation of E'ming
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#TGCF #天官赐福

Just want to lie on his chest and be coddled like a baby.

3pm is the worst time.

Missing someone in that 3pm hour is even worser than the 3pm 🥲

All
Should
Have
Umbrella

Come back to me. Choose me please. 😔

I hope it stops hurting soon

I am an absolute idiot losing sleep over someone who didn't fight for me and who doesn't want to be mine. It hurts. I can't even hate them.
I'm an idiot. I'll never get someone.

☘️

Too lonely... It's a suffering. I just want to be hugged tight. 😞

I feel like I'm going to forget how to love someone or i don't know if someone loves me.
I have a feeling that I won't be loved. I won't be someone's beloved. I will be just someone's final choice and never best or first choice.
Just someone who is going to be picked just because they have to pick

I just want some one to hold me

I feel so lonely and lost. 😔

I don't think anyone would be as unlucky as me.

And she suddenly had a big bunch of girls near her , the so called bridesmaid.
I sat somewhere far and then gave up. Fuck it. As long as she gets married,and I started to eat my food. And suddenly the air is becoming strange.
There were missiles on sky and pieces of destroyed weapon falling down

Dumbstruck. Like in that dream I had given up so much to make the wedding day best for her. And she went on to marry the guy like nothing happened, with all smiles and shit. And then I was the one who was villain there. Everyone suddenly saw that I was not someone who helped with it all

Suddenly she started to undress and change into normal dress to run away. It took so much coaxing and begging to redress her and take her to wedding and she spoke something along the lines like how I'm the one who destroyed her life. And she is not my friend and I'm her number one enemy. I was

I don't know man I was so scared because the parents and everyone was throwing that pressure on me suddenly. On one hand I wanted to let the girl escape. But a huge part of me knew she is making a very bad decision. Because on the altar was the man she loved a lot. She was in her wedding dress and

I just wokeup from a dream. I was some girl's friend (I don't even remember that face being my friend) and she is getting married. And she is all ready and I was responsible for bringing her to get married. And all of sudden she gets cold feet. Saying she isn't really ready to get married like this.

Actually.... Something happened but it wasn't for me. But for my best friend 😊😊😊
She is getting engaged soon. And I received the confirmation news today 😊 ITS A HUGE WIN BECAUSE I LOVE HER DEARLY AND AND I M SO HAPPY FOR HER 😍😍😍

I did not let it affect me yayyyy that's a win.

Nope. Not happening ☺️☺️☺️ and I am not disappointed about it

Might end up listening to devotional songs to plead to the almighty whatever above to bless me with good things for next few months. God. Please 🥺

This account really became my rant account than thirst and fan page account 😭😭

And strong thighs

Don't ever please snatch both away from me. I have been continuously stuck many times. I am trying my best to stay strong. So is people around me. Just send both of my choices my way , and I get it a little easily. Life has been already unfair to me for several years.