rhode. read my trans girl superhero comic

Combat is feeling better for the most part. Whereas in 1 it got worse as time went on. Hoping that continues.

Only one more day to go!

Oh yeah they're reusing basically all the sprites and stuff from the end of Rondo since it's the same fight again.

Played like 3 ish hours yesterday. I think I am committed to seeing it through, because a lot of this game is very good (I like this Peter and Miles a lot, incredible visuals, narrative is mostly good so far)
But every time I'm in combat I get a little bit of pushback.

Oh no
Rip tom noonan I loved you in manhunter

Woke up fully believing it would be 6 am ish only to see it's just after midnight.
Well this sucks

Aww man, this is good. Did you know Stephen king can write

An excerpt from Stephen king's MR MERCEDES A man contemplates the name of a woman from THE GRAPES OF WRATH

Started reading Mr Mercedes
I had to pause here because I was like. Alright Steve you sure are the one who wrote this book. That's Steve(tm)

let's all play metal gear solid 2 again together

Miles Morales standing on top of Federal Hall

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Maybe part of this is that I have played Yakuza, which is the Best about punching people. Nothing feels better than almost every Yakuza imo.

Which is how I mostly felt about the first game anyway. It ranges from fine to frustrating.
At some point I really should go back and replay older games (esp web of shadows) bc in my memory the combat in this is Good. But that was uh. Half my life ago.

I have started Spider-Man 2.
The camerawork in this extremely impressive. Like wow does it whip around a lot and feel cinematic without becoming a mess or anything.
However. I don't know if this combat is. Fun. It just feels like it's there.

Played 10/15, some of these truly goat (Gnosia's my #1 on most days of the week)

This is all to say Rhode is not doing Okay and probably never will be Okay in her life. Even when I love myself I still. I dunno.
I constantly feel like my chest is bursting with all the emotions I feel and I will never be able to convey them. I am drowning in my own love and hate.

Unrelated but I have spent my entire life looking in the mirror and having trouble connecting myself to the idea of being "human"
Like to the degree of thinking all other people look like they are Human but something about my face is Different.

Realizing something incredibly depressing and demoralizing about the future isn't. Great. Sigh.
Things aren't good. I don't know how things change. I don't know how to approach. Anything.

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I really hate holidays

Ok im done now