Kerri

I went to bed with the same headache I have woken up with. What am I being punished for now?

I haaaaaate being home alone overnight 😩

Do you think you could have a burnt orange sort of theme for a wedding if it’s in April time? Asking for a friend. That friend is me.

I feel so awful, my stomach is in pieces and I have to make sure that I’m still functioning late tonight to be a taxi 😩😩😩😩

And I’ve spent time with friends this morning and my family this afternoon. I think my anxiety just needed to realise that people do love me and I do love people.

I can’t tell you how much I’ve just wanted an evening where Josh and I can be together. I cooked tea for us, we had a little movie night, and now I’m sorting myself out ready for bed and he’s sorting his farm out (don’t ask). I’m just a happy little bean this evening.

I don’t even think that makes any sense but that’s how my brain is working right now

It took me so much of my energy to do simple tasks today. I feel so crap. It’s so hot.

Have the weirdest cramps right now and it’s 1am and I actually was looking forward to an early night. I tell you what, I don’t half miss powerful painkillers on nights like this.

Why am I not tired? This is just rude

Spent the evening with my mum and sister and I tell you, I always feel so chill when I get home. I love having my own place but I do miss home sometimes.

Me this morning vs me after the hairdressers - your fave ginger is back 🫶🏻

Also, the worst thing about this pain I’m in right now, Josh is snoring and sleeping peacefully next to me so I have nobody to cry to, so this is why you’re all getting it. Sorry.

The IBS is really IBS’ing tonight. The cramps are going to kill me off 😩

Who knew waking up before 9am on a Saturday could make me feel so much better. All the washing done before lunch, showered, and all I need to do now is pop into a town for cards.

Not me actually wanting my boyfriend when my period arrives lol don’t you just LOVE hormones

Having a sleepover at my parents’ house tonight because my boyfriend is away and I am rubbish at being by myself. Genuinely haven’t felt this relaxed in a while, like I actually feel sleepy. What a treat.

I am so sad about this. I bloody love this podcast. 🫶🏻

Am I allowed to be a little sad that my other half came back from a stag do early hours of this morning and decided to go to darts this evening rather than stay with me?

I’m on series four now and I’m obsessed

I’ve started watching New Tricks from the beginning and I’m enjoying it a lot more than when I tried to get into Silent Witness.

Oh I bloody love the six nations 🥹

I need to start coming on here more. It just seems so much more relaxed and I need that sometimes. Well, ok, all the time.

I’ve spent the majority of this weekend by myself because rugby exists, which is fine, but now we actually have an evening together and my future MIL has to make an appearance. GREAT. I AM FEELING GREAT. I WANT TO CRY.

This always happens when I know josh has an early alarm, I just can never sleep 🫠

Worst thing about Josh being poorly is he is always so clingy and wants me near, whereas I would very much like to be in the spare room so I don’t get ill.

So far Josh has picked every book I’ve read this year, because I overthink the books I choose so much. He’s not picked wrong yet.

Always. You know I love you xx

Sorry it’s taking me so long!! I’ve had nearly two bottles of wine so I apologise if it’s so long xx

If it gets to England ok, I’m going to be wearing it all the bloody time