embly

while my wiitar
gently wiips

what is a jellicle cat

will the show be live-streamed for patreon?

get a load of these chompers

been dissecting and scavenging

i mean i was a good stage manager, just, i was a twentysomething and it was The Apollo

thinking about the time i had an interview to work as a stage manager at the apollo
like the apollo apollo
why did they think i could do that

also jessie’s girl is a perfect song
and it’s very musical theatre in its storytelling and delivery (the “i play along with the charade” verse is so dramatic i love it)

clone hero is making me (positive) obsess over/fixate on songs including this one and jessie’s girl
also like all of nevermind by nirvana
i’m having my middle aged man awakening

spent the first part of the day fixated on remembering which company used “just what i needed” by the cars in their commercials in the early 2000s (it was circuit city, i thought it was lowe’s)

(for context i am a movie theater projectionist)
today we had a screening and only one person came to it and they were wearing an aew jacket
that’s it i just thought it was neat i weirdly rarely see people with wrestling merch in the wild not at shows

today on the subway i watched a man, unprompted, try to fist bump a baby, and the baby rejected it
the man was not with the baby
he was very respectful in his offering
it was kinda sad but also like did he really expect the literal infant to fist bump him back

both cow tools and gary larson are my favorite, and from this excerpt i get a couple important gems:
1) the cow tools cow is a woman
2) “cowthropologist”

ovulating words are luteal thoughts

Screenshot from the 1980s arcade game Chiller. It's a scene of a long spooky hallway that we're looking down and all kinds of crazy things are happening. There's a gigantic severed head in the background that's moving toward us as one eye falls out of its socket. A damsel in distress is walking across the hall toward an open archway but she's probably going to fall into the trap door that's in front of it. A human skull is rising up from a hole in the ground dead center. There's a coffin leaning against the wall at the left. A severed foot is falling from a sort of grate in the ceiling. Pretty messed up. The rest of the game is much, much worse. Fyi, there's no visible player character because this is a shooting game.

Anyone wanna come over and Chill?

(i am a projectionist for context)
(there was truly no need to be formal but she looked fancy so that might have had something to do with it)

at work and had to talk to an event organizer just now and i found phrases like “touch base” and “just to confirm” coming out of my mouth
what the fuck was that

very glad my knee-jerk reaction to billie starkz winning the jcw championship was in fact preserved in video form
i'm very calm and normal about wrestling

and then you click on and it’s like a skinny girl or some svelte dude
like pleaseee
why are we fatfishing on the auction app

something really haunting that i’ve seen on whatnot too often is that people will host plus size clothing shows and use an ai generated cartoon fat girl as the cover photo

i hear that’s caused by tylefall
(i’m so sorry)

sadgirl doodle at work

Twitch Twitch is the world

playing frog detective 3 now!

m.twitch.tv/egrayay

this fucks, would make a great tattoo

A cat eating a monster. Drawing. Inspired by Goya's 'Saturn Devouring His Son'

Saturn Devouring his son-esque

walked by a mini storage place and was SMACKED with the memory of when i went to interview to stage manage a site specific play that i think took place on the street but this small ass storage room was the dressing room & prop storage

Get your Covid/flu shot

still playin here if ya wanna hang
i got through the parts i’ve already played through so now it’s real

Twitch Twitch is the world

i'm playing buffy the vampire slayer chaos bleeds to catch up to where i was at @crushgals.bsky.social 's place, come watch if you want!

www.twitch.tv/egrayay

anyway this is how i found out he died
(i haven’t talked to this person in years)