Kai²

I can't differentiate this from my withdrawal tendencies - but I'm thinking of retiring from WoW raiding for the foreseeable future. I think I now know what the limits of myself as a player and I don't have the competitive drive anymore.

Let's go to this new coffee shop in the neighborhood, let's go walk at the creek, let's go stargazing, let's go to the local symphony's concert, let's play pickleball, let's go drink some beer over this college football game, let's... why do I expect anything anymore?

Shit's weird. I've been trying to branch out forever. But it's either I boast whatever fancy stuff I (do not) own on social media, or be willing to have a lot of guys ram their dicks into me. Is there a world where I do not have to do any of that please

who would even have that as their discord status message

Sometimes I need time to step back and think about how much I have instead of what I don't have. It's been four years already since I started my grad program in the US. Would I be happy if I continued studying in Korea? Probably not. I'm living my dreams right now. I should be more thankful

I wake up thinking I wish I could quit my job. I take a break from work thinking I want to quit my job. I play video games thinking if I could quit my job. I go to bed knowing that I would wish I could quit my job the next morning.

I find solace in that everyone else must be thinking the same.

Washed blahaj

I found a box of foam that I ordered a long time ago to start working on the head base. I forgot about it. There were so many things I wanted to do (that are still important to me) but did not follow up.

I threw away many things, including those damn boxes that I kept around for so long. I vacuumed and mopped the floor. This place is the cleanest since I've moved in here. I took a shower, got a cup of cold coffee, and looked at the sky. (It's 97 outside, but at least it looks good.) Life is good.

I don't know what got into me today, but I felt it - I can do it. I will clean my house. I had many stuff that I had not unpacked since I moved into this place. After all, If I don't get into the habit of maintaining a good living space, who would find me desirable? (Exaggeration, but yeah.)

what is sleep

What really is sleep

what is sleep

no pun intended

me: *gasp* is something there? uhh, uhhhh... oh, oh! are you able to make it? oh ... oh...... we're so far up... i'm scared UH! okay, okay *sigh* are we there yet? yeah this looks doable

peak comms

more like wynslow dragging my ass through the last level, just heavy breathing into the microphone every second at the kiln because i was so scared, barely able to talk

Great job Power Word Furry! Our First Cutting Edge! :3

20 weeks of everyone's hard work

There's another Lucario named Kai...?

I'm starting by organizing my living space. It's honestly a mess. I don't think I'm depressed right now, but the sheer amount of chores I have not done overwhelmed me and I was unable to really do anything about it. I guess I can work on one area at a time...

I want to look good, I want to land on a stable tenure track job, I want I want to enjoy more furry stuff that I like, I want to draw, I want more friends, I want to see more places. I'm going to break down these goals into small steps and start working on them.

Last month I was super depressed on my birthday. While I didn't get to do anything because I was so busy (and I didn't really tell anyone), it was more of the fact that life isn't looking like what I wanted it to look like at age 30. I think I need to change so my life can change.

I've never gamed this well in WoW before

Omg suicune

It's only a comedy in hindsight. Thankfully the military chiefs were an idiot and failed to organize anything. At the moment when armed troops entered the Assembly building, I have never felt a greater threat in my life so far. I will never forget this, ever.

My mom was texting me about helicopters flying around everywhere. My family lives 5 minutes walking distance from the congress building. Me and my sister were urging her to stay at home and stay safe - she's an old lady. Fucking unforgiveable that people have to go through this

Yeah seems like things are winding down. My family lives just 5 minutes walking distance from the congress. When i saw the army move into the congress my heart sank

They have first hand experience... its a shitshow i feel nothing but shame right now

I woke up being worried about my family back in Korea and now I feel nothing but shame about the political situation

Is the new costume coming out with the next patch as well I want the furry one