Today I would've been married 28 years. I missed him so badly. Spent this morning crying. Had a beer and ordered Boston style Chinese with spare ribs on the bone. How lucky was I that he came into my life. Grief is a nagging pain that never goes away. Just wanes in and out.

My mRNA vaccine beats your horse dewormer 7 days a week and twice on Sunday.

Just saw the best bumper sticker! "Earl's in the trunk" IYKYK

We’re not distracted and it’s not going away.

Evict after being told rent was too high. Wouldn't transfer the lease within their network to a lower rent based area. As I sat in housing court, my landlord was suing elders and people who resided there for more than 10 years.

I was preyed upon by a corporate landlord. They decided to evict most low income elders and long term tenants paying "beneath market rent". They raised rents as much as 400%. It's horrific

Im sooo livid on behalf of my SIL. Her fu mom was so concerned when movers took my Sissy's furniture to make sure nothing was stolen from her. She then had movers take a Jewelry chest for donation that was filled with my Sissy's valuables and heirlooms ( stuff left by her grandma and dad).

Met lots of great people today at #RageAgainstTheRegime. My favorite sign of the day was this. 💙🦋💙

I'm not gonna tell you how angry I am with my MIL and her narcissistic behavior towards my SIL. She is shit people. Period. She can DIAMFF

Tax the Rich, feed the poor. 'Til there are no more poor

Awaiting furniture delivery at my new home!

Well shot...I've become that old lady that screeching children are a menace. Dogs are cute. Your 5 year old pretending to be a dog...not so much

Sometimes it’s permissible to hate.

Start of my holiday weekend!

Today brought to you by Phineas and Ferb Star Wars. I'm very happy

I've moved into a room at my friend's condo after eviction.. I still mask(psychiatrically and autism-wise) at her home. I hide in my room, feeling tired and drained. It takes soooo much effort to be normal when even my space doesn't feel like mine. I don't have capacity to unmask near her. It hurts!

Perfectly captured.

I think I need this.

I've been evicted from my apartment and now rent a room from a friend but every nook and cranny is filled with stuff. I don't have a drawer in the kitchen, bathroom, or a place to put stuff. I feel the depression coming back with mild ideation. I can't find a therapist. I'm just a loser.

I bought a condo. Couldn't keep it clean. Was destroyed emotionally. Then Covid hit. Isolated. Removed from close contact. Loss of community. Sold the condo to move temporarily into a corporate apartment. Became actively suicidal and attempted. Hospitalized. My son has gone limited contact.

And today, I found the racy birthday cards my hubby gave me. 10 years gone and I've forgotten his voice. I left the home we bought together after he died because my aunt attack me and threatened my kids. We lived in the same town. Every time I ran into her shed berate me, belittle me 2/

Grief and loss: a thread
I sit here sobbing because I'm broke again. I'm living in a space not designed for 2 people, mostly because where I moved in is completely filled with her stuff. And I feel like an imposition and a mooch. I hate this. 1/

I have Onyx Storm cued up but packing in anticipation of eviction on Friday! Can't wait to settle in to my new space so I can knit whilst listening!!!! #booksky #onyxstorm

Love this high stress time: Welcome to my hypomanical state. Not sleeping yet. So, I decided to watch Schindler's List. Cue sobsinging to The end credit song. Seems it wasn't the best choice to induce sleep! 😆

Here's my take on what will happen with "deportations"....I'm thinking they might be enslaved instead. I'm watching my maga neighbor building some enclosures and heated cabins but not horse stalls(he owns a bunch of horses). I'm very interested but am met with nasty attitudes.

#octaviabutler #parableofthesower #booksky

I just found my copy from the Scholastic Book order circa 1970ish?