💭 roro 🫧

i've been binging so much more lately and i feel so guilty about it im so grossssss

i have to go to the doctor today and they're gonna weigh me and see that i've lost even more and what if they notice and make me stop

god gives his toughest battles to his strongest soldiers (a 4 hour work shift when i just want to play pokemon and take a nap)

my daily struggle, specifically with artificial sweeteners
#lemonwatersky #ricecakesky

of course there's cookies. of course. just when i'm proud of myself for losing weight.

been spending most of my time sleeping which is kinda bad but it means i'm not spending that time eating so i'm still losing weight 💪

CONGRATS!!!

WAIT IM ACTUALLY UW NOW!!! IT PROBABLY WONT LAST BUT AS OF TODAY IM TECHNICALLY JUST BELOW HEALTHY

being sick and throwing up for the past couple days made me unable to eat much so i lost like 2 pounds??? lets fucking go???

woke up not feeling nauseous anymore and immediately ate too much. sigh. as soon as my stomach feels normal i cant control myself

hot take i really like being sick!!! for once i don't feel hungry and yeah i feel like garbage but easiest fast ever baby

god i feel so sick but im at work i cant do this rn ughdh if im gonna faint can it wait until my shift ends

i hate feeling nauseous when i haven't eaten. what do you want from me. there is nothing in my stomach. stop making me want to throw up

sameee it's the absolute worst

why can't i just like myself :/ i would think my body is beautiful if it was on someone else but because it's on me i just. hate it

yes ofc 🤝

im so kit

🕯️i will miraculously lose weight despite what little effort i have out into it🕯️

#feathersky #lightasafeathersky #lemonwatersky #ricecakesky

i had to pee right after i finished eating and my mom thought i was purging 💀 first of all i have never done that second of all in a RESTAURANT BATHROOM??? the floors were concerningly sticky there's no way im getting down there

ughhh i have to be up so early today AND i had a bad dream :( i just wanna go back to sleep man

if you see this post your favorite pokemon :3

ok im getting ice cream but walking there and back will burn some cals so i won't feel too guilty and i can always fast tomorrow or somethinggg,,, right,,,

my mom mentioned getting ice cream tomorrow... i was planning on fasting tomorrow but i love my mom and i want to spend time with her... smh

aww ty :3

bodycheck bc i need to be humbled :/

im so gross why do i look like that 😭

oooh fun!! there are a lot of trees around my house omg i should do that

helppp how do i get myself to exercise 😭 i never have the energy to work out but it's the only way i'll stop being skinny fat ugh

i feel like a double agent i have therapy tomorrow. with my therapist who specializes in eating disorders. and knows i have an ed. and im probably gonna tell her everything is fine 😁