ate more than i wanted to and immediately got violently nauseous so maybe iโll learn from this that i should not eat
13.10.2025 21:50 โ ๐ 3 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0@essieistired.bsky.social
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ate more than i wanted to and immediately got violently nauseous so maybe iโll learn from this that i should not eat
13.10.2025 21:50 โ ๐ 3 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0i think long hair is just idolized lol. i personally look better with hair around shoulder length but other people compliment my hair more when itโs long. people think itโs an accomplishment to grow out long hair.
12.10.2025 08:41 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0i even did my laundry when i cleaned my room!!! And I reconnected with an old friend!!! life is good!!! aside from the fact that itโs 4:30am and I have to wake up around 11, but thats a problem for later
12.10.2025 08:38 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0i am on a ROLL guys!! i cleaned my depression pit of a room, Iโve been super good at my job, I worked out for almost an hour yesterday, Iโve been keeping up with my journal, and I havenโt really been hungry!! i havenโt been getting much sleep, but I havenโt been tired either soooo its fine.
12.10.2025 08:38 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0itโs just SO boring
12.10.2025 02:22 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0you just became my favorite person fr
11.10.2025 20:44 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0constantly stuck between wanting to rapidly lose weight and wanting to build muscle. i want to be thin but toned and strong !!!
11.10.2025 19:46 โ ๐ 2 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0omg iโve never seen sugar free hot chocolate??? need to locate some ASAP. i fucking love hot chocolate :D
11.10.2025 19:37 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0if i lose 1.5lbs every week i will hit my gw by new yearsโฆ thatโs totally doable. i got this. i got this i got this i got this i can do it
11.10.2025 19:28 โ ๐ 3 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0thats so real. thigh fat is so stubborn for what reason???
11.10.2025 19:16 โ ๐ 2 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0yeah i know what you mean. i think most of mine comes off my arms. which i enjoy but also i could do with having some of it come off my stomach or boobs next. Iโd quite like to come down a bra size lol
11.10.2025 19:11 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0oh never apologize for rambling. i am the QUEEN of rambling. youโre in good company
11.10.2025 19:10 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0bc the fat youโre burning is distributed across your entire body. itโs not taking from one spot, which is why you have to lose like 10lbs for one inch off your waist or something like that. Itโs SO discouraging. i go back and look at photos of me from my hw when i feel like iโm not getting smaller.
11.10.2025 19:02 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0exercise suckssss. how do people so this everyday??? i chugged an energy drink, drank some water, iโve got my youtube video playing and this is still terrible
11.10.2025 19:00 โ ๐ 2 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0Yes!!!
10.10.2025 17:52 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0i know exactly what you mean! I donโt have any noticeable scarring and that makes me feel like itโs not โrealโ sh bc no one else can see it? but also i donโt WANT ppl to see it so??? very conflicting emotions.
10.10.2025 17:47 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0personally i wouldnโt call destroying someoneโs mobility aid a funny joke between friends if it was literally anyone else but i see your point lol.
27.09.2025 23:09 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0idk i think Wilson enjoyed it sometimes bc it gave him โpermissionโ to not be polite and respectful. like the time he sawed through houseโs cane
27.09.2025 23:01 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0im so disappointed in myself. i could weigh so much less rn
27.09.2025 16:18 โ ๐ 6 ๐ 2 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0no but theyโre perfect for each other bc Wilson isnโt exactly the best example of a โgood friendโ either. His friendship with House works bc he has a high tolerance for bullshit, but he gives as good as he gets.
27.09.2025 22:49 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0restricting during depressive episodes is either really hard or really easy with no in between. bc yes iโm too tired to go make or buy food but i also donโt care about literally anything right now enough to commit to it. including weight loss. nothing feels important when iโm like this.
27.09.2025 15:17 โ ๐ 3 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0oatmilk has a much more subtle flavor, so its easier to cover up with syrups/creamer. if you donโt like oatmeal tho you probably wont like it. I think cashew milk is the closest to regular milk flavor, but it is still vaguely nutty so probably not your thing.
19.09.2025 02:44 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0almond milk is soooo good w/ chocolate or hazelnut coffee creamer. Oatmilk is better for other flavors of coffee. (i donโt like cows milk tho so obv personal preference)
19.09.2025 02:35 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0itโs like when all of my other issues get bad my ED gets put on the back burner until I have the time for it. like oh no sorry cant starve myself rn iโm too busy cutting myself
18.09.2025 18:20 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0and it makes it soooo hard to restrict bc iโm like โim having a bad day i deserve a sweet treatโ except iโve had like 10 bad days in a row
18.09.2025 18:15 โ ๐ 3 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0why does my seasonal depression start in SEPTEMBER? ITS NOT EVEN COLD YET. THE SUN IS STILL SETTING AT 7:30!!! itโs like my brain sees all the halloween decor and is like โoh right!! time to be horribly depressed!!โ like brooooo. have i pavloved myself into being sad the moment fall approaches???
18.09.2025 18:14 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 1this was so dramatic i just needed to smoke weed and go to bed iโm fine now LMAO
12.09.2025 16:38 โ ๐ 2 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0im just so fucking tired all the goddamn time and i want it to be over
12.09.2025 05:07 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0โญ๏ธving is exhausting, eating is exhausting, work is exhausting, laying in bed is exhausting, leaving my house is exhausting, cleaning is exhausting, everything iโve ever enjoyed doing is exhausting. i wish i could just sleep forever but i have โresponsibilitiesโ and โobligationsโ
12.09.2025 05:06 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 1when i say Minors DNI i also mean 18 year olds who are still in highschool but thatโs too long to fit in my bio.
10.09.2025 02:41 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0