𝒾𝓂𝒶𝓇𝒾 ☁️

3.2.26 PM
Since i decided to do this, im going on a 3 day fast. i bought vitamins, and if those 3 days are great then i’ll go now from today to then

3.2.25PM
- new phone
- i think imma look cool at work now
- binged poptart, cereal, spaghetti, gummy bears
- i stoof up fine
- refeeding syndrome is nasty
- i shoulda just said no to getting his number
- im so stupid
- he’s already clingy
- how do i dismiss him
- guys he asked me to get hi

tw: 𝒹𝓇𝓊𝑔𝓈
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i smoked and i ate the entire gold fish box and my white chedder chezits are gone

whhhattTTT DID I DO BROOOOOOWHYY

oh my god i made a mistake

sammmeeee the compilations got me in a choke hold !!

🫡

do a day in my life and its just me doom scrolling and taking my meds

guys, what if- hear me out. i record my binges and post it on youtube and just say that im a mukbanger and that i should weigh myself before and after to see the damage done

nobody would know

pls dont pmo

i had enough money even think about getting food so i bought a iphone

GUYS I GOT HIT ON TODAY

3.2.26 AM
- Woke up feeling refreshed but standing up made me dizzy again
- I’m getting IV iron put in me today
- hair looks awful
- i need new glasses/contacts
- im about to get so many pairs of leggings, geez
- also someone told me to eat a cup of rice and broth for all meals

wait am i still high

im legit scared of shadows

i can never do the aesthetic food photos because i instantly dive into my food and demolish it

2.2.26 PM
i have to be up at 3am for my job and then i leave at 12:30pm and i workout until 3:30pm

alot is happening and my muscles hurt more than anything, im so tense about bills lately

- took afternoon pills
- ate chicken sandwich with a uncrustable
- boyfriend asmr on yt
- brain is braining rn

man, i sm0k£ before i workout and im having so much fun playing with the weights and my little pink bala leg weights and my pink bala pilates ball and my pink bala 3lb and 1lb hand weights an

19hrs 10min, it was a chicken sandwich and mildly worth it

welp forgot that i had my reciting tag on my lockscreen😃

i use iScreen and in ios26 you can make the lockscreen long

im obsessed with my lockscreen

i need to work on keeping my mouth shut

whoever gave me the idea of making a p1nt£r£st board with n@sty f00ds, i hope your iron levels are better & a cold white m0nster is on your windowseal 🤲🏻

the shadow journal entries is over because i am not going to cope with the fact that pasta has a dry vs wet calories section

what do you mean my comfort food is no longer comforting

2.2.26 AM
- took my morning meds
- chugged 1/2 a gallon
- started doing shadow journal entries
- decided that im gonna buy almost $300 worth of gym attire (i also work at a gym)
- washed all of my clothes, its been a month.
- journaling & getting carpal tunnel

- lashed out, screamed at customer

got referred to a heart doctor :D

im thinking about upgrading up to the iphone 17 pro max, and lowkey wanna start making daily vlogs about living with mental illness and having to work with it.

spend more money on things and not food is how i think about it

tw: b0dy ch£ck

i’m obese 1 and my arms look like this, fuck food bro i wanna be death walking