💛Lucca's Ott-Tober💛

Im gonna have to take you up on that offer cuz i need to enjoy some company with people i care about

But my own self cant force myself to do it. I cant bring myself to be comfortable... yes i am insecure and last thing i need is meaningless intamacy to just feel used and discarded... anyways, no one cares cuz I dont sleep with people idk, and ill be left to feeling like crashing out....

Oh, its because i dont sleep with people or hook up or give myself up easily so im less desired in the fandom. So when people realize that they wont recieve NSFW favors from me, im left behind... i wish i had the ability to give it up, i wish i could just give in and be happy with whatever... --->

Nowadays... because im just another person here with a different idea on love or whatever... my point is, that I am at a point that I am exhausted. I have a small group of friends i hang out with regularly... and people are surprised by that considering me being well known-ish... why? --->

Worst part is that I wanna crash out so terribly bad. On the Podcast.... on tik tok... on some platform i KNOW people will read it...or hear it... because i feel like i need Validity, i need to know whether or not my thought is valid. Which i feel i know the answer cuz its not a popular thought --->

You ever wanna just crash out? Like you want to shout these feelings so people get why you are angry, why you are frustrated, but ultimately it doesnt matter. Cuz to them, what you feel doesnt matter. You don't have anything to offer them so you arent worth their time anymore... valid crash? Maybe..

"cuz hes just a little attention attracter, when he grows up, he'll be a comic or actor, he'll be rewarded for never maturing, for never understanding or learning, that everyday, cant be about him..."

Haha YOINK 🍌
@kingofyellow.bsky.social #furry #fursuit #LuccaTheOtter #Nappleapple

UH OH IT US

The things that happen making Tiktoks with @kingofyellow.bsky.social 😂🤣 #furry #fursuit #Nappleapple #LuccatheOtter

Commission for @napplesandbananas.bsky.social !!

Such a pleasure to be the artist of this cover! ^^

#furryart #furryartwork #furrycommission #fursonaart

Open a business.

What is the kind of business and whats the placeholder name for this idea

Id love to have a LGBTQ Bar with the ability to host many different cultures in that space, even having mocktail nightfor non drinkers, the name Placeholder name would be Priority (prio for short)

I decided to try out the denver gay.Sports bar and it's actually pretty fun

I just love the atmosphere of a sports bar

Going through my watchlist on Crunchyroll while waiting for Slime and Tsukimichi next seasons....

And i am going through the Ancient Magus Bride....

1st Episode. ELIAS IS HOT WTF

Half way through season 1. This anime is emotional as fuck.... like jesus christ man...

Cuz everyone likes lil toobs 😊😊😊

Dude Liked my profile on barq and tried to message request me, pfp was his asshole and his Bio said "Not a furry, just kinky and wanting to be used by a dommy firsuiter"

Its been bothering me all day... i blocked the dude, but like, do people look at me and think "Dominant"?

Never xD otters love winters! Easy to slip and slide on

Love my cool winters and snow with my lil summery Rum drinks. Give me 12 ft of snow and lil pina colada to sip, how about a frosty windowsill, and a mai tai

Took 3 depressions tests.

Woot woot all 3 registered positive results

Miles the broncos mascot is hot

Bday was kinda a bust though, glad i had a friend (besides roommates) over but out of the 10 invites i had sent i had one person come, and it was nice and it was a good time, just on top of always feeling lonely during my bday, just was also adding on that feeling.

Things that annoy me,

-Just saying stop being sad doesnt make it go away
-doing things for me doesnt help when im not feeling like myself
-saying positive things about me because i say negative things about myself doesnt change the thoughts i have

I get you want to help, but its okay to not be ok

Maaaaannnn

Fuck detroit

You ever wake up super early and your brain goes, hey, remember this person who you love and have loved for years but nothing cane from it and you still love them? Yeah just cry to yourself now.

Anyways good morning...

🥰🥰 best chocolate on the market!!!

werewolf paws

A selection of my products

a stack of wrapped Derg Dubai Bars

The Snow bar

RAFFLE TIME

So, I make chocolate and to celebrate the opening of my website and store, i want to give YOU some of my products! Please comment, like and repost this post to enter and i will randomly select a winner on 10/26.
(remaining raffle info as a comment)
#FurrySFW #Furry #Chocolate #Raffle

Super pumped, getting an eyebrow piercing Soon

In case anybody wants to ever come to denver, just know that wednesdays are the worst days for anybody to be driving, because everybody forgets how to drive on wednesdays for some reason