Jess

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I haven't left my bed in over a week. I can't get my heart rate settled Morning is a panic inducing , like waiting for the other shoe to drop. It dropped today. Mom's brain tumor is back. I can't breathe and every second is just my brain screaming. What an perfect time for the doc to pull meds.

So.... This may be it. Been hovering 84\40 for the last few days. I have never been this tired. I'm scared, I'm sad.

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I just need to sit down with my best friend Taylor Swift and listen to Halseys The Great Impersonator and I think that would fix everything.

Fuck it since this day can't get much worse... Anyone know why know at my old ass age am I UNABLE TO SLEEP AT NIGHT BECAUSE OF GHOSTS? I know there isn't anything there but literally terrified all night awake anyway. If this is a tumor it's the most pathetically Jess way for me to find it.

Jack Antonoff shirt with second camera showing the eras tour playing on the TV.

Haven't been able to feel my face in 3 days. Been stuck in this fucking panic attack for 7 hours. Rational enough to know exactly what tools to help and use those tools, irrational enough for none of them to work. So I'm going going back back to Vancouver. Shirt for semi related tax.

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Pain level 8. Ocd level 8. Storm level 8. Temperature 8° I am not enjoying myself.

Tryna strike a chord and it's probably A minorrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

a cartoon character is standing in a corner of a dark room . Alt: a cartoon character is standing in a corner of a dark room .

Not hearing beautiful ghosts on a grainy Livestream is the loml.

... so I'll dance with beautiful ghosts...

Spoke with a member of Congress in person today. They said CALL. Especially R reps, said many are spooked and are waiting to hear from constituents how far is too far.

Noah Kahan backs Chappell Roan against former music exec. Jeff Rabhan and pledges to match her $25,000 donation to aid struggling artists:

“I’m inspired by you. Happy to help get the ball rolling. Money where my mouth is!”

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I'm happy for Beyonce, Cowboy Carter was and is a phenomenal album. It's honestly the album that gets the most play in my house right behind TTPD.

Should someone call in a welfare check for Drake? 🤣😭🤣

it should be noted, that after a strangely quiet awards season, the women at the #Grammys have spoken out without fear or retribution

remember this

Here I go SOBBING AGAIN

Award shows should double as charity events for the rest of forever

“Record labels need to treat their artists as valuable employees with a livable wage and health insurance and protection. Labels, we got you — but do you got us?”

— Chappell Roan demanding labels to do better during her #GRAMMYs acceptance speech.

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I have legitimately sobbed this entire Grammys show, the performances, Chappell BEYONCE THE QUINCY TRIBUTE
I can't it's too much, I need a nap and a drink and I'm so happy I can hear my heartbeat

Herbie Hancock and Stevie Wonder 'we are the world's 2025 Grammys

Oh I am sobbing.

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Oh I hope we get Beyonce live streams like we did the Eras tour! I will plan my entire life around getting to hear Daughter and Blackbird and Alligator Tears and I Hands II Heaven EVERY SINGLE PERFORMANCE. 😭🫶🏻

This is what the government did with 120K+ Japanese Americans in 1942.

I know. I was there in those camps.

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Happy Black History Month, and yeah, we're still doing that.

This feels very important and very glossed over.

Words and how they're used is VERY IMPORTANT and it worries me that it's being phrased as 'Plane collides with Helicopter" because that's NOT what happened. The helo collided with the plane. It hit the plane not the other way around. Don't let things get twisted in memory.

But TTPD Taylor is going to write the most healing love album ever and that gives me a little bit of peace.

Great he's gonna tell Taylor. 😭😭🤣

Woman in a mask holding 'Kent State what happened and why'd by James A. Michener

My day today

Spray painted a record that was scratched or old (garage sales were a great place to find them.) 🫶🏻