shiloh.priv

just want them to prosper because they deserve all the good things in life and more :( fuck mental illness man!!!

i wish my bf had more confidence in themself bc they could do such great things. so very smart and capable but so very scared :( and i try to help but yknow when you have so much self doubt and anxiety it really makes you limit yourself bad. speaking from experience

i need more friends.. my irl friends don’t like me anymore for god knows what reason and i don’t think my online friends do either.. which that makes sense bc i am really bad at replying :( but i wanna be better

pretending i’m not depressed to try and do reverse psychology on myself. maybe it’s working

anyways whatever. it really doesn’t matter and i know that and i know i know that but it’s 2 am andi forgot to take my meds so of course i’m overthinking. whatevarrrrrrr

i’m not a bad person for cutting people out of my life when they’ve done something wrong!!!! *grinds teeth* just because people think bad things about me doesn’t mean they’re true!!!! *eye twitches* i have my reasons!!! *gags*

a woman in a white shirt is covering her face with her hands ALT: a woman in a white shirt is covering her face with her hands

feeling bad over something i know i have no reason to feel bad for

seriously though i wish so bad i could work like a normal person. i’ve thought about asking my boss for less hours bc it’s taking a toll on me physically but holy shit imagine asking your boss to pay you LESS. i sound like a jackass

it’s been like this since i was a kid it’s a miracle i’m even in a relationship.. i hate when people feel romantic towards me (besides my partner obv) it actually pisses me off

when i find out someone has a crush on me it makes me wanna kill myself. is that reasonable

i like the name shiloh. i think 🤓☝🏻

hey guys. can i try a new name or nah <- has tried at least 25 different names

roommate dumb as hell smdh

god i love moon knight

i was gonna say i think everyone always thinks so little of me but. i don’t think. i know they do 🫩

to the point where i’m like well if i die at least i won’t be tired anymore. lmao. sigh.

not to get Concerning but being so tired physically is making me increasingly tired mentally

like when someone asks and i respond with that and they’re like “EW why would u say that wtf” U ASKED… IM JUST REPLYING

one thing people either love or hate about me is that. if u ask where im going / where i’ve been / what i’m doing and the answer to that is “taking a shit” then i’m gonna tell u that. even if it’s like a coworker or stranger bro idgaf. everybody does it

there’s something wrong with my body for me to be this exhausted all the time but i’ll likely never know bc even when u do go to the doctor they don’t care enough to tell u what’s wrong

knowing that so many doctors just don’t give a shit anymore makes me unbearably upset

fucked up that i have to consider working two jobs to not barely scrape by but the one time i did work two jobs it drained me so bad. humans weren’t meant to be employees

lowkey i probably should’ve kept last job and just worked less hours there but i. really hated it there. but now i am worried about Finances

i wish i ever felt rested after sleeping

i am ngl to you i’m feeling very down rn and i have theories on why but one thing i know FOR SURE is influencing it is. you’ll never believe it. my fuckignnnnnnn periosddddddddddddddd

go ahead 💯 i’m nosy lol

being dehydrated is a bitch when you can’t stand the taste of water

what’s going on… should i be afraid…

and i’m still bitter they chose a dumbass man who had JUST STARTED to be assistant manager over me who had been there for a year and can do a million things HE STILL CANT. but whatever who cares