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i inhaled a chocolate bar because it was so good, not thinking... and now im on the verge of passing out at 7:30 because my body is like 'yooo... what did you dooo?!'

Escaping my mind and body
#speedpaint #tarot #dreamcore #weirdart #psychadelic #bipolarart #depression #meditation

#digitalart #speedpaint #bipolar #depression #dreamcore #shadowwork #weirdcore #clipstudiopaint

Becoming Nobody
#quantum #depression #bipolarart #digitalart #meditation #dreamcore #weirdcore

#bipolar #shadowwork #healing #meditation #digitalart #depression

'You grew to be who they needed'
#grief #bipolar #depression #queerart #digitalart #artisticallyill #dreamcore #weirdcore

Jane Goodall, ethologist and conservationist, has died. She was 91

new speedpaint // The Fool
#tarot #fool #queerart #bipolarart #art #digital #sun #moon #maladaptivedaydreaming

Reunited in death. this one is censored ;A;
Rats greeting their human as she dies. <3

#grief #rainbowbridge #souls #queerart #bipolarart #rip #dreamcore

In death, my brain replaying those memories we had together. I know it's wishful thinking, but the thought of dying and our souls getting to say hello again one last time is comforting. I realize this is the only time i drew the heart full...

#grief #rainbowbridge #queerart #bipolarart

i think i've done what i needed to do in this world so far. whats left. just numb. i can't remember most of my life anyway. i just wake up tomorrow and repeat the cycle. try to exist, realize it's all worthless by the end of the day, binge, take something to sleep

most days i feel like i cant connect to anyone or anything much but i keep pushing. some days i am so trapped in reality and realizing my existence that I immediately need to end it. I end up sitting on the couch struggling to not hurt me. #bipolar #depression

The Hermit / Godmother death and her candle

Her pet passed and she has a new one, a new thing to love, but the candle represents its life. She's vividly aware how quickly it will burn out compared to her own life.

#queerart #grief #rainbowbridge #digitalart #tarot #depression #speedpaint

Lost my two oldest rats. I had this idea when I lost my first rat but never did it. My rats are my ESAs and literally keep functioning. So this is 'Clawing at the Rainbow Bridge'.

#rainbowbridge #grief #denial #queerart #rip #art #depression

#tarot #speedpaint #clipstudiopaint

the kinda stuff ive been up to. Low key these may be made into a tarot deck. Queen of swords. tbh my fav parts are the top left and bottom right and the sword makes the colors pixilate. I'm working on 'the world' right now. filters <3
#digitalart #weirdcore #dreamcore #tarot #clipstudiopaint

My personal hell is feeling my own spark get stomped out day after day in every aspect of my life and constantly trying to relight it. Its like my passion for art and life is moldy and perverted and needs to be put out of its misery before I turn 33.

ive been experimenting in clip studio paint. i liked these. when i get in a depressed episode my chest aches and it can get hard to breathe. #bipolar #mentalhealth I am having a rough time rn.

i've been doing sketch/things to experiment and vent. Whenever I get overwhelmed I always go back to drawing on black/dark colors and that's been helpful lately. How it feels to be in a depressed episode but trying to make something 'happy'.
#depression #bipolar #anxiety #mentalhealth

#stevenuniverse #bluediamond
My first fanart of Steven universe bc i always get compared to it and im a crybaby so I drew Blue in my style.

Going thru a med change bc i had the Lamictal rash maybe for years and that's why my scalp was on fire and hair falling out (+more) but now that im weening off it I have flu-like symptoms and can't work. #bipolar

Short stories, fairytales, traditional art, wlw

I want to dress up as Ectobabble and do a drag storytime video again like I did years ago but I'm not brave anymore lol

Hootshrooms! One of the little animals on the fantasy world i have. (Site is so far from being done sry).
#digitalart #cute #originalcharacter #oc #wip

Wuh Lah Wuh
The pink fae witch and the mimic demon. The entire story/planet is a metaphor for childhood trauma and healing.

Broken Planet lore available soon? if ppl like them? >_> The planet itself is 'purgatory', but their town is a safe spot.

#lgbt #wlw #safespace #thirdspace

#shadowwork #ventart #bipolar #depression ##traditionalart #painting #healing

Im writing and fixing up my website with all my folklore and characters of the 'Broken Planet'.

#isawthetvglow #oc #digitalart #trans #LGBT

Haha, i think it just confirmed what I already knew deep down. Hopefully, if we do get another try, my next life i can do better! I just wish I could take my work with me.

Looking at my astrology charts for the first time in forever and the jist appears to be 'you're isolated and afraid of things but you want comfort and you have strong passions and dreams but you have no planets or rulers in that house so you're not going to get that in this life.' :')

#abracadabra #ladygaga #painting #sketch