Doctor Cool Autism ∞ funky lil dragon fella

Twisted glisten from dandys world wondering if he is still perfect even after he broke (he is a very zesty mirror)

One of the recent drawings I made
#art #artist #dandysworld #twistedglisten #angst #mirror #digitalartist #gore

i still really love going through all our different handwritings hehe its so interesting to look at

like but just these kinda thoughts keep making us feel like were a bad person for having thoughts like that

and just basically the exact opposite thoughts and its just i dont even know

which if you know nemo you know theyre the sweetest lil guy in existence and so yeah at the same time just getting thoughts of we cant have these thoughts this is wrong this is bad we are less than we are worthless we are not better than anyone

like i dunno how to talk about this cause i dont wanna sound like an asshole who thinks theyre better than everyone but basically thats the thoughts we get a lot like even nemo and others of void subsys too

(or also just having thoughts of being on the same level as every other human because in our head we are always "less than" so anything else is wrong any other thoughts are bad)

yet at the same time/right after those kinda thoughts just having thoughts of "iam worthless i am nothing im disgusting..." and stuff and also just feeling disgusting/ashamed about having thoughts like that that were "above" anyone

but yeah and then also along with that but also with other guys like with me (el) i get thoughts along the lines of "i am god" and just lots of looking down on humans cause humans are shit and stupid

and tbh i dont really see why they should like obviously we gotta work on that they stay more in that "i know im not actually this being but i am it but i also know im not" rather than "i am it and thats the end of that"

i think its because it gives them a lot of comfort like also a whole lot of pain and stuff like of knowing they can never "go back" home and just lots of really bad traumatic pseudomemories but like theyre still comforting at the same time so they cant let go of it

but then theres times when theyre so deep in it (a lot of the time) that they cant say that because they genuinely believe they are it and so theyre just not able to understand that theyre not

like usually theyre still in that place where they can be like yes logically somewhere i know im not my source im not actually this deity this being or whatever but it very much is hard to come to terms with because i am it but i also know im not

and so they just get like that a lot especially when theyre like really in that state of being within/reliving the source/pseudomemories and it feels like really real to them and i guess basically they just have a really hard time source separating or whatever

okay so but like how do we deal with like stuff like having thoughts of like along the lines of "iam god"
(like different types of it like for one
in the sense of since like basically nemo and actually all of void subsys are kinda introjects of deities/mythological beings

Week 6: Estrogen would have save them
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Week 3: Wings
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Some DDVAU Fanart from a while ago! (*^▽^*)

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Cuteguy being pretty + Cuteguy being silly! (Sorry to Hotguy for being his victim when it comes to being silly...)

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💘 Too much cuteness! 💘

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HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!!!
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Forgot to post this here but here’s Motherspore

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Cuteguy DDVAU art

Digital illustration of the character CuteGuy / Grian from the HotGuy Comic Zine. He is showing his back and wings to the viewer, with his face looking to the side. Four pair of head wings cover his face, mostly revealing his eye looking at the viewer. He's wearing a fluffy cape. Stars shine in the sky behind him.

been obsessing over some block guys lately, especially grian. design is from hot guy comic zine!
#hgczfanart #grianfanart #cuteguyfanart

Cuteguy Grian gift for @sxlemyylune.bsky.social
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Design inspired by kitsuneisit cuteguy Grian superhero au (Check out their tumbler for the amazing designs) ♡

#grian #hermitcraft

HotGuy and CuteGuy standint next to each other in uniform, HotGuy is taking a step towards cute guy and has a peace sign next to cute guy. cute guy is holding a pink machine gun and grinning back at scar. grian has ombre wings going from white to pink, both of their uniforms are very typical fictional spy gear but with neon highlights. arrow points to next chicken boy and poultry man. scar thinks that covering his highlight colors and wearing a half face mask is a sutible disguise. grian has pure white wings and a chicken cowl. they both have hip bags that contain explosive eggs. grian also has claws but they are almost like heels so with the cowl hes taller than scar

HotGuy and CuteGuy standint next to each other in uniform, HotGuy is taking a step towards cute guy and has a peace sign next to cute guy. cute guy is holding a pink machine gun and grinning back at scar. grian has ombre wings going from white to pink, both of their uniforms are very typical fictional spy gear but with neon highlights.

chicken boy and poultry man. scar thinks that covering his highlight colors and wearing a half face mask is a sutible disguise. grian has pure white wings and a chicken cowl. they both have hip bags that contain explosive eggs. grian also has claws but they are almost like heels so with the cowl hes taller than scar

old hotguy and cuteguy desgin + chicken boy and poultry man. I do have newer designs for hgcg because this one is a pain in the ass to colour and i need to give grian pants

[ #DesertDuoFanart #hermitsky #Grian #gtws #art #nhyhu.art ]

Happy ddvauvember!!

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HoTgUy & CuTeGuY

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