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Chat is it bad that I thought about swallowing a bottle of painkillers?

...Wow.

It has been quite a while.

I am... alive?

I didn't know I would keep going...

I didn't know I could...

...

Thank you to my friends. The people who gave me a reason to live :)

Just some vent art. Nothing that important.

...I wanna die. But I promised...

It feels too much...

I'm still on break btw

What would y'all do if a friend of urs was suicidal, talked about it, actually did self harm once, didn't become online for days and u say rest in piece because you thought they died then you wake up the next day and see this?

(On Roblox)

(Don't ask why it's specific)

I need time to clear my head.

I won't do it.

I won't kill myself.

I promised.

I always keep promises...

...I might do it...

I don't wanna die...
I don't wanna disappear...

But...

I do at the same time...

...

Nobody CARES about me! (irl)
Nobody STAYS with me!.. (irl)

So? I chose to stop depending on others... But... It hurts like snake venom...

I want to have someone I can depend on...

But I can't..

It hurts... :(

And he always gets mad when I say it...

I'm afraid of saying anything at all to him...

I sometimes wanna cry, but I just... Can't... He always acts so dismissively...

I know he works hard and gets stressed, but.... It hurts...

I just wanna cry into my pillow all night...

There are people who get shot...

Who get assaulted...

So why do I feel this way?..

I don't even have any reason for this... I'm just ungrateful, aren't I?..

My father says, "Don't say that again! There are people who have it way worse!"

Okay? Is that supposed to magically make me normal again?

I know there are others with bigger problems than me, but... I just hate my life... My heart... My body... My eyes... It just... Hurts...

I know I don't have the right to have these feelings since I have food and a home, but... I just have these feelings...

I hate myself :D

a drawing of a pigeon holding a $20 bill in its beak. the background is a bunch of dollars. purple text says "yeah can i get a uhhhhhhhhh crumb"

a photo of a pigeon holding a $20 bill in its beak

share the money pigeon for 10,000 years good luck 💸🍀🤞

...thank you...

Random (based on an au)

╎ ⎓ᒷᒷꖎ ꖎ╎ꖌᒷ ᔑ ⎓ᔑ╎ꖎ⚍∷ᒷ. Aリ i↸╎𝙹ℸ ̣ ∴⍑𝙹 ᓵᔑリ リ𝙹ℸ ̣ ↸𝙹 ᔑリ||ℸ ̣ ⍑╎リ⊣ ∷╎⊣⍑ℸ ̣. J⚍ᓭℸ ̣ ᔑ ꖎ╎ℸ ̣ ℸ ̣ ꖎᒷ ᓵ𝙹∴ᔑ∷↸. I ⋮⚍ᓭℸ ̣ ∴ᔑリリᔑ ℸ ̣ ᔑꖌᒷ ᔑ ꖌリ╎⎓ᒷ ᔑリ↸ !¡⚍ᓭ⍑ ╎ℸ ̣ ╎リ ᒲ|| ℸ ̣ ⍑∷𝙹ᔑℸ ̣ , !¡⚍ꖎꖎ╎リ⊣ ╎ℸ ̣ ↸𝙹∴リ... Aリ↸ ↸𝙹∴リ...

╎ ᓭ𝙹ᒲᒷℸ ̣ ╎ᒲᒷᓭ ∴ᔑリℸ ̣ ℸ ̣ 𝙹 ↸╎ᒷ. I ∴ᔑリリᔑ ᓵ𝙹ᒲᒲ╎ℸ ̣ ᓭ⚍╎ᓵ╎↸ᒷ. B⚍ℸ ̣ i ᔑᒲ ᔑ⎓∷ᔑ╎↸... I ᔑᒲ ᔑ ᓵ𝙹∴ᔑ∷↸, ᔑ∷ᒷリ'ℸ ̣ ╎? ╎ ᔑᒲ ℸ ̣ 𝙹𝙹 ᔑ⎓∷ᔑ╎↸ 𝙹⎓ ꖌ╎ꖎꖎ╎リ⊣ ᒲ||ᓭᒷꖎ⎓. B⚍ℸ ̣ ᔑℸ ̣ ℸ ̣ ⍑ᒷ ᓭᔑᒲᒷ ℸ ̣ ╎ᒲᒷ, ╎ ∴ᔑリℸ ̣ ℸ ̣ 𝙹.

I hate hugs from behind

It makes me feel anxious. No matter the gender.

I hate it.

I only like it if it's from someone I know and kinda like in a platonic way.

But no one listens.

Nvm. New design for Sunny.
(I was too lazy to put in the color palette)

He thinks he's a freak btw. But hey! I'm sure it won't affect the episodes... Right? :D

You're very talented at drawing, bro

...

THAT'S A PAINTING?-
Bro, I thought that was a photo 😶

Y'all, I kinda wanna make an animated show. It will seem friendly at first, but in reality, it isn't. Here's the main character :P

(He's 8 years old for God's sake. If I see even ONE rule 34 art of him, imma crash out)

He's a flower. Just like his mom! :P

Vent art :,)

My teachers never listened.
My father never listened.
My classmates never listened.
When will they listen?
When will I get listened?

I AM SCARED OF BEING STARED AT.
I AM SCARED OF BEING TOUCHED.
I AM SCARED OF PEOPLE LOOKING AT ME FOR NO REASON.
DON'T HUG ME!
PLEASE!
PLEASE...
Pls...

an orca whale is swimming in the ocean with a baby whale in its mouth . ALT: an orca whale is swimming in the ocean with a baby whale in its mouth .

Uni looks like an orca a bit

My whole gallery is flags in the favorites part. With 2 or 3 pfps. So... Imma just freely put one of those pfps here just in case someone asks.

"A whole garden on flowers and my name etched on a rock. All this could've been avoided, all I wanted was to talk..."

An art that's... pretty much inspired by a song. This isn't about my mental state.

(Or is it?)

"The balance shall never end..."

In an AU, I made Switzerland be a "judge" who also keeps balance in the world. So... enjoy the art, I guess? ^^

#countryballs

(This is my first time using a hashtag)

Gnarpy! :3