Ash

A bit of anorexia would be good for me tbh

Realest shit I heard all week

Every day I find new and exciting ways to emotionally self harm

Just found out I can access things people sent to me 8 years ago on Outlook. Fuck fuck fuck this is Not good

It's in my nature to be abandoned by everyone eventually. Some people stick it out longer than others but it all ends the same. Maybe there are no good people in this world or maybe I'm just fundamentally broken. Probably both

Think I might actually start being active again...... Mostly because I'm spiralling to rock bottom again lolol

AAAAAAA WHY IS ANXIETY KILLING ME I WANT TO DIIIIIEEEE

My head goes fuzzy and my throat seizes up and there's a pressure behind my eyes and all I can think about is hurting myself

RSD sucks so bad I wanna die

Should I get this...... Incredible steal but no point if it tastes bad

You might gain some water weight because your body isn't used to eating that much, but it'll go down quickly

It's fine; you need a surplus of 3.5k to gain a single pound

I'm gonna just start eating egg whites

I hate people who act all humble and nice but obviously think they're superior to you. People pleasers with a saviour complex

Good morning* everyone

*4pm

🧵harm reduction🧵
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I'm not in recovery but i try to be as safe as possible </3

feel free to add any tips + info of ur own!

DNI anti recovery & fatphobes
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Cognitohazard

ive got that narcissistic brand of ed where you are filled with crippling self loathing and dysmorphia on a cellular level but still think you’re the hottest bitch on the planet

Literally me waow

I'm gonna actually up my activity but tbh I need to follow more people to do that lmao

Would you hang out with me based on me + the last song I listened to 🤨

(It's the Bakemonogatari ending theme for anyone wondering)

I cannot stop picking fights on line

we are so fucking back

I'm back just in time for the new year's influx of users 🔥💯

Feel like I'm in fucking secondary school again. Hiding in the toilet so people can't see me having a breakdown

At least I'm basically forced to go to the gym bc otherwise I'm wasting money on membership