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disillusion is the last illusion. | btsvt | writing twt, nsfw, 20s

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thanks so much ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿฅบ cwazy how much time has passed since i wrote that!

06.10.2025 11:39 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Holy shit holy shit holy shit this was so goddamn striking and so beautiful

18.09.2025 01:55 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 4    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Wtf ash thank you so much ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ

26.09.2025 21:37 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Thank you so much ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿฅบ

09.09.2025 13:20 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Anotha one!!!

06.09.2025 23:03 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Finally out ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ

06.09.2025 23:03 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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visions of you | taejoon | 2.4K | for @taejoonzine

Letโ€™s consume too much of one another to ever become whole again. In fewer words, โ€œI want the world to know me through your eyes.โ€

ao3.org/works/70443931

06.09.2025 20:16 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 18    ๐Ÿ” 10    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 2

reading this fic and tearing up at 7am ๐Ÿฅฒ

01.09.2025 07:16 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 4    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿ–ค๐Ÿฅน thank u for reading Her!!!!

06.09.2025 19:48 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

i'm here again

01.09.2025 04:44 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

ilu tender <3

06.09.2025 19:48 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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PLEASE

24.08.2025 01:55 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

congrats!!!!!!

23.08.2025 14:27 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

unredact op

23.07.2025 13:07 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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woozi svt i was not familiar with your genderfuckery game

15.07.2025 06:47 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 65    ๐Ÿ” 24    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 11

You can do it the Not Me way and do a neat and pretty mind-dump, then!! I think just the idea of putting all swirling thoughts onto paper feels surprisingly therapeutic โ€” Former Non-Believer

11.07.2025 22:51 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

As a long-time What Sense Does Journaling Make hater, I actually found my very informal version of journaling helpful when Iโ€™m really anxious: I quite literally write out all the thoughts swirling in my head, and then I rip that shit up so that it can never be read by anyone

11.07.2025 21:35 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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a woman is standing in front of a sign that says ' joa ' on it ALT: a woman is standing in front of a sign that says ' joa ' on it

Me thinking about (179cm) Taegi while singing along to Know About Me:
I wanna drop my rhythm on your fear, fine even get caught, everything you feel, youโ€™ve never seen anything like that, reckless but just like that - love.

08.07.2025 21:32 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

In positive news, Le sserafโ€™s Different and Illitโ€™s Do the Dance are fun and I love them.

#1 of the recent kpop releases for me is Nmixxโ€™s Know About Me - fucking A+ sound, LYRICS, dance and music video. Rare for me to love All aspects of a song

08.07.2025 21:28 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Hey black label if ure committed to this grift hire me as ur cultural accuracy ghost writer. Hereโ€™s a sample

T*rzzan: u niggas the opps! get me my blicky imma set it off!

Ba*ley: yuh! These bitches be hating, got my blick for dat! smile in my face then be textinโ€™ my nigga, u bitches rats!

08.07.2025 21:15 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

other groups like babymon already pushing it with this corny bs but allday project said fuck it we ball next song weโ€™ll start saying nigga too

08.07.2025 21:07 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Why is he 4 shades darker in these vids compared to the editorial he literally just did. Truly amazing to see huge gold hoops and long nails being now seen as hip/cool when for the past Forever black women doing this were called ghetto and welfare queens. And still are!

08.07.2025 21:05 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Someone tell Tarzzan or whatever to knock that goofy shit off

08.07.2025 21:02 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 5    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

๐Ÿฅบ oh thank you omg

07.07.2025 21:39 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Let me start predicting the future. ๐Ÿ”ฎ ๐Ÿ”ฎI will (legally) have 50K in my bank acct in the next 3 months๐Ÿ”ฎ๐Ÿ”ฎ

07.07.2025 19:33 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Iโ€™m in his head I see the vision Iโ€™m tae tae is me

07.07.2025 19:31 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Bro was Taehyung not at the club Raspoutine in Paris? omfgโ€ฆ 179cm coming to life

07.07.2025 18:12 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 11    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 3    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
btw someone who does things according to their own preferences and someone who accommodates others, which type do you think youโ€™re closer to?

๐Ÿฑ iโ€™m more comfortable accommodating others. it has nothing to do with personal taste either. iโ€™m even bad at choosing food from menus. thereโ€™s been times when I spent 2-3 hours trying to decide what to eat and ended up not eating at all. except for work, thereโ€™s nothing I think absolutely must be done a certain way. so itโ€™s much more comfortable for me to accommodate someone else. if that feeling becomes stronger, that might be love too. thereโ€™s many kinds of love, after all

btw someone who does things according to their own preferences and someone who accommodates others, which type do you think youโ€™re closer to? ๐Ÿฑ iโ€™m more comfortable accommodating others. it has nothing to do with personal taste either. iโ€™m even bad at choosing food from menus. thereโ€™s been times when I spent 2-3 hours trying to decide what to eat and ended up not eating at all. except for work, thereโ€™s nothing I think absolutely must be done a certain way. so itโ€™s much more comfortable for me to accommodate someone else. if that feeling becomes stronger, that might be love too. thereโ€™s many kinds of love, after all

bts self-analysis i think about a lot #2:

do you stick to your preferences or accommodate to others?

๐Ÿฑ except for workโ€ฆ itโ€™s much more comfortable for me to accommodate someone else. if that feeling becomes stronger, that might be love too

(full translation in alt text - plz read 4 all its glory)

03.07.2025 03:01 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 33    ๐Ÿ” 10    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 6

Thank u so muchhhh ;v;

03.07.2025 01:21 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

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