~maemae~

you keep telling me to shut the fuck up lately and it’s not only disrespectful to your girlfriend but it hurts, it hurts a lot.

happy Saturday y’all, hope everyone has a good day!

all of this rage was once love

it’s finally October..yayy happy fall yall🍁 🍂🎃

you say you’re Sorry..
But do the Same shit you js apologized for.

i don’t rlly wanna waste my energy on ur shit no more bc it’s js bringing me down.
like i can handle it but it don’t mean it ain’t heavy for me.
ur words are very nasty when ur upset and especially towards me, when simply all im trying to do is calm you down/take you away from a stressful situation

nah cause u leave me on delivered while u currently go active randomly so all you get is a fat “👍” whenever i hear from you.
shit annoys tf outta me. learn to communicate, we ain’t in middle school no more so quit acting like it.

i hate making somebody a thing in my life and then they js drain the fuck outta me lmao.

you apologize to me js to turn around and do it again.

all you do is pick and pick and pick at me in my times of weakness

so when i show emotion it’s “too much emotion”

i’m sick of you picking me apart.

you legit treat me like I’m your fucking drunk piece of shit father who fights you constantly. i’m so sick of it. I do so much for you. God forbid I ask for a Starbucks or something every now and then. not even for u to pay..js to drive and even that’s a problem. it’s a chore to you. everything is.

you cover your ears when I’m talking like a fucking two-year-old throwing a fit.
i’m just wasting my time atp ig

you don’t know how to be a man for me
you certainly don’t know how to treat me

you’re never gonna change and it’s clear as fucking day atp

literally asked for u to take me to Starbucks yesterday, u didn’t wanna go right away but they were gonna close so i negotiated with you that we could go somewhere else if we didn’t make it in time before closing. then when it came down to go to that place, we still didn’t go anywhere.

i do so much for everybody around me.
the moment i ask my boyfriend if he can drive me to starbucks or to a store i get the sighs, the head thrown back, the groaning, the “yeaa i guess” ina bothered tone. why is anything i ask for a problem. i don’t understand why you have to treat me like that

swearrr
i hate tryna do my eyebrows when im shaking so bad

im tired of having these “i need my mom” moments and not being able to have her. i dont have anybody to go too. no older sister no older cousin literally nobody i can go too. i gotta figure EVERYTHING out on my own. and it’s always all at once. i’m too fucking overwhelmed.

kinda miserable..kinda don’t know how to feel
kinda lost..kinda over it
kinda don’t wanna deal with anyone anymore.. kinda still wanna love

you confuse me.
you just don’t know how to be in a relationship. you don’t know how to treat me. it’s insane. it’s simple shit you don’t seem to get either.

bro why’s it so goddamn hard to find a nail artist in my area who does nail art and all that xtra shit smh.

Happy Girlfriend’s Day to yall wonderful ladies🩷 !

ooo mfs got me all the way fucked up. I CAN POST SHIT TOO BITCH AT LEAST I LOOK GOOD IN THEM VIDEOS MEANWHILE YOU LOOK LIKE A PSYCHO BITCH MADE MF

maybe the way i question certain things and don’t feel good enough for u is because you don’t make me feel heard or seen anymore.

uuggggghhhh u confuse me

i cannot fucking wait for the new $b album to drop 😩

grreeeeyyy fiiivveeee niiiiiiinneee 🎶🖤

and here i am once again left with the feeling that you’re tired of me.

i don’t do that nonchalant shit. either be abt me or fuck outta my face.

it’s like today is going by fast but idk