I’m sorry,

CAN I GO ONE FUCKING DAY WITHOUT THIS PAIN CAN I GO ONE FUCKING DAY WITHOUT THIS PAIN CAN I GO ONE FUCKING DAY WITHOUT THIS PAIN CAN I GO ONE FUCKING DAY WITHOUT THIS PAIN CAN I GO ONE FUCKING DAY WITHOUT THIS PAIN CAN I GO ONE FUCKING DAY WITHOUT THIS PAIN CAN I GO ONE FUCKING DAY WITHOUT THIS PAIN

I’m so fucking terrible with money. But also paper towels and cereal is $30 so.

Lots of critique about how men write women, but I personally notice when you can tell a woman is writing a man, especially in queer media. It’s just not nearly as cringe.

I want to fuck him so bad it physically hurts. I need to get this off my chest somehow. It’s been inside me for years.

I realized I want to be beaten so I never have to change. I want my fear justified.

It’s always so fucking awkward reminding people im not fucking nonbinary or fluid in my gender. I’m very strictly a man and can’t flip feminine the way my friends can. I dress masculine and fruity, but nothing id consider feminine. I can’t have my cleavage out.

Nearly dropped $40 on The Path of Totality vinyl the other day. Whatever shooters they have can’t catch me.

can we bump privates to Korn or nah

The highest pitch a voice can get in alt music before I need them to fuck off from the Genre is Patrick stump. Legit any voice higher than that is so annoyingly pathetic. Why are you whining. You’re a man with dick and balls. Learn to scream. Voice train like a tboy.

Going from “I don’t deserve this and things will get better” to “im walking side by side with a monster” to “I am the monster” in my few years of adult life has been terrible

I’m too desperate and too scared. Make me regret my desires, push me ‘til I break and wear into fine powder.

why can’t I fucking do anything for myself. I’m so fucking pathetic. I can’t even find dick on my own.

He spent hours yesterday trying to convince me I could live off my art even partially, only for that artist with 44k saying they made under $1.3k for months of work. what a fucking joke.

when he has a flat ass and you still act like a thirsty dog just to get a glimpse, that’s how you know you’re fucked

this might just be a waste of time, there's no one i'd rather waste my time with than all my best friends, so start the car up

i'm calling you from the future to let you know we've made a mistake

OH MY FUCKING GOD. I CANT EVEN BE THE CENTER OF ATTENTION WHEN IT COMES TO MY OWN FUCKING PAIN.

I want it so bad.

I might kill myself

i'm hopelessly hopeful you're just hopeless enough, but we never had it at all

anyone else feel like they’re a bad person who doesn’t have what it takes to be truly good? like anyone else desperately try to change themselves, but is constantly attacked by the bad corners of your personality that bleed out and hurt the people around you? Does anyone else just want to disappear?

and the record won't stop skipping, and the lies just won't stop slipping

I’m so tired of being expected to top. I’m so tired of being the only one with confidence enough to pitch flirts only for them to not be thrown back. I fucking hate uwu bottoms. I’m so fucking tired. I just want to get fucked like a gay man. I’ve been trying for years.

I think im having a very unstable manic episode

i swear to god, i'm through with this

Another conversation telling us about how we should fuck. Another confirmation that he isn’t into me. And more art on my feed that looks exactly like me and him

there's nothing more cruel than to be loved by everybody but you

sometimes, sometimes the only way out is through, through

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have you ever wanted to disappear and join a monastery, go out and preach on manic street?