Zeinadine ☭

Some things are worth dying for. I've learned that. I suppose it's easier to think otherwise if you're prone to thinking that this world is all there is.

It'll be easier to see the truth when everyone with an agenda in the matter is dead. But when it really mattered, the nazis did their nazi thing, disguised the truth, authored injustice, and assuaged their consciences with the fact that they'd likely be dead if they didn't do their master's will.

But it's all just spec fic. Don't worry. The world isn't that dark, and there's no reason to think a catastrophic failure of intelligence is on the horizon. But maybe it's something that only gets told 50 years from now. It'll be easier for EVERYONE to see the truth when "everyone was against this."

The spec fic writer in me wants to ask the question, "what if these two Lebanese queer people once had feelings for each other. How much more tragic does it make the story?"

And how much more tragic does it make the story if the FBI queer has to deny that was ever true to sway people?

Being in the FBI means that you're a professional liar. There is no integrity in the position. There is a public face of the org that gives it respectability, and then there's what the org is really actually all about. Lies. Propaganda. Swaying the public for those in power.

Being undercover like that, even publicly, affords you privilege to tell the truth about your political views while playing a political game against those views behind everyone's backs. You feel bad about it, sure, but you know your life is at risk if you don't do your job.

I'm the type of person to say, "while what you're doing is entirely messed up, I can understand why." What the world will think in 50 years, however, is that they're the worst type of race traitor. The equivalent of a Jewish nazi.

And it's going to be a premature death for something that the whole world knows was the stupidest move a human being can ever make (whenever the whole world finds out about it).

Idk, it just bugs me this old friend is fine with being in those files and playing the role in them that they did.

lol I've lived an absolutely insane life. Part of me really thinks that people are only going to get the truth 50 years from now when some COINTELPRO style docs are released

I don't say that to brag. I'm an open book. I'm heckin disabled, dude. I'm probably gonna die a very premature death.

I'm a spec fic writer. Speculation is part of who I am. "What if?" What if they truly are in the FBI like I think--what if the FBI has to make them prove that they'll stay quiet given their identity and their past association with me?

Yeah, if that happens to be true, it's pretty damn tragic.

Like, this person may very well be following me around, digitally speaking. I wish I could be in their head. Sadly, if my suspicions are correct, they've been put in the position of "I know an old friend who's going to die, and talking about it means I have to die, too."

The stage is definitely set for something tragic and potentially calamitous, innit

Weirdly, I've had to do a lot of thinking about certain folks in the FBI. People who are "just following orders." I have suspicions about a certain queer Lebanese person I know, and it's heartbreaking.

In '16, Bill Clinton came to campus to campaign for his wife. My professor cancelled class so we could hear him.

But I was wise to the demon king's designs, and I did not go to the piss show to applaud a devil and sign my soul away to eternal hell. Instead, I waited for my next class patiently

From the Raleigh Chapter of Antifa's Website:

Q: Does Antifa really have a Raleigh chapter?

A: Yes! We are a diverse smattering of hoodlums who trash local businesses when they fail to repent of their monetization of goods and services!

Keep Hope Alive: a Gaza Giving Circle We are a team of volunteers in the US and UK, led by two sisters passionate about helping our friends on the ground keep their families and neighbors alive with food, water, & shelter. We saw that…

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I’m utterly emptied seeing that folks only support Palestinian survival until their fascist dictator signs a piece of paper—after which the killing continues.

Food, shelter, medicine for six families. You either care or you don’t. 0/1000

I’m sure the fact that I’ve seen multiple things online today telling people the best way to dumpster dive bodes well

Honestly it's more than a little frustrating that a prominent Israeli politician just told one of the most hawkish Israeli media publications that the United States dictates Isrseli strikes in an ongoing genocide and it is getting absolutely zero attention.

I also think it says something about our society that millions will turn out when they don’t like the president but won’t show up for Palestine.

Americans are passionate about hating the president, but they apparently dgaf about all the slaughter the US is authoring around the globe.

I was kinda sad I had to work yesterday. If a protest seems worth it, I’ll usually take the time off, but I just started this job this week.

If I would’ve seen signs like this there, I probably would’ve went home anyway. “No Kings” is a plea to return to acceptable fascism, not to eradicate it.

“Ahh the Liberals, 10 degrees to the left of center in the best of times… 10 degrees to the right of center when it affects them personally.”

youtu.be/bLqKXrlD1TU?...

It’s always the same story, if you like. Meaning that to choose is always to choose between choosing and not choosing, given that not choosing is to choose by saying I have no choice.

It's not a "peace deal"
there's no "peace" in Palestine while the slaughter continues
no "peace" for the unburied dead, children without limbs
people attacked in the West Bank by illegal settlers
Peace is a white man's word
for colonized people, the word is liberation
and Palestine isn't liberated

Some shit Joe Biden would say:

"My doctors tell me I'm gonna live longer than Queen Latifah. But you never know--she could die tomorrow and I could die the day after!"

Keep Hope Alive: a Gaza Giving Circle We are a team of volunteers in the US and UK, led by two sisters passionate about helping our friends on the ground keep their families and neighbors alive with food, water, & shelter. We saw that…

No bullshit poetics today yall. One link, six families, STILL supporting their survival in life-and-death conditions. The need is self-evident, our responsibility is self-evident—don’t wait for the right words or degrading photos or western filter (like me) to act.

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THE CAUSE FOR AUTISM isn't Tylenol or circumcision or anything so mundane

It's because God intends to raise up an autistic messiah one day to overthrow the neurotypicals

And THAT is why they WANT THEM GONE

I am 31 years old, and no one has ever explained to me why the phrase "the birds and the bees" has anything to do with sex

Please don't tell me now, it's best that I not know

I’ve set up @remembergaza.bsky.social to memorialize Palestinians killed in Israel’s genocide on Gaza since Oct 7, 2023. Every hour it posts one name from Gaza’s Ministry of Health (via Tech For Palestine). With 60,199 names, it would take nearly 7 years — and the genocide continues.

I like to eat apples. Bananas. All manners of fruit. I hope that's remembered about me when my time comes

Do not let life become "one spicy meatball"

Let it become at least three

Fetty Wap traded his eye to a witch for fortune and fame, but she has promised to give it back after he shows 10k people the glock in his 'rari

Once he has achieved this, the curse will be broken

He'll get his eye back

And then we're all totally screwed. No one should be that powerful