Purple Bell (mdni)

Normalsky read my dni challenge (impossible)

Anyway I need to find out what's going to keep me satiated bc I'm tired of eating and then being hungry an hour later bc my body doesnt understand that I ate a meal 🤡🥴🫠 for some fucking reason

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Having an ed is seeing someone lose a lot of weight rlly fast and being like

I'm crying I love this

#lemonwatersky #edbsky #butterflyana #thinspo #edbsky #ednotsheeran #edtwt #edmemes #caterpillarsky

Also! NON-ED ACCOUNTS DNI ty (since people can't read my bio)

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I had to convince him not to fuck up his hunger signals and convince him that eating a sandwich was okay :(

So my fiançé went from trying to intermittent fast to telling me that he wasn't going to eat for the whole day because he wanted to lose weight and it made me so scared for him because I know how slippery of a slope that is.

Why are normies liking this this is a disordered acc 😭

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Tfw someone tells you that eating fats makes you fat but you've already lost weight on the keto diet

Y'all sipping broth is so good and it's only 10 cals, I'm gonna stock tf up on it when I move in with fiançé

My fiançé decided to start intermittent fasting and I'm so psyched because finally I won't look weird for doing something similar

I literally feel so empty rn 😞 please...I've literally been sobbing for 30 minutes straight, wtf is this and how do I kick it in the nuts

Is it bpd or is it a black hole? Find out next time on Purple Bell's mental health crisis!

Is this a healthy relationship with food? I love it 10/10, and fuck parents who force-feed their kids (talking to you mom!)

I still had full-cal soda but it was so nice not to be pressured to eat more because of "food waste". It fucked with me though watching the food get thrown out. Like, what do you mean you just throw out the food when you're done? You don't feel wasteful?

I was at my bf's family gathering for Christmas and there was food ofc, but I got super full and normally if I still have food left I make myself finish it but my bf took what was left and threw it out bc he knows I have issues with overeating

God I love him

Tfw your manifestation script actually is working so you're up at 3 am scripting for an hour because this shit actually hits

(non ed accounts dni!)

Congrats! In the past I used to bite my nails constantly. I work at a hospital now though so I have gloves on pretty much all the time, which makes it hard to bite on them. My nails have actually been growing out now and my hands look so much prettier!

Merry Chrysler

That looks so good!

An attempt at drawing a snowflake in blue marker, with the words "Let it snow..." next to it.

I forgot how to draw a snowflake but I hope you guys like it. Looking forward to the holiday!

Liv Schmidt*

Liv Shmidt is such inspo for me. Not even in a disordered way just...she's super smart about being skinny and making sure your relationship with food is balanced. She's one of the reasons I feel like I could recover, cause she doesn't restrict, she just uses proper portion control :)

And then after he asked me that he said he would choose salad, and I'm telling you that made my absolute day and I immediately felt 10x better

He's got a lot of other green flags but I adore him

Literally at the beginning of this year when we started dating I was having a panic attack over food one day and he asked what food I would eat if I had to eat only that for the rest of my life and I felt like crying bc I didn't want him to know The Struggle(tm) I was in.

I love this man sm he's the sweetest most goofy guy and moments like this really make me absolutely swoon

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Me when my bf took my plastic sauce cup that I ate cucumber slices from and I was scared he was gonna put salsa or smth in it but he came back with more cucumber slices instead

You could do this by trying different hobbies, or doing self care. Journaling helped a lot as well. It made me happier and made me feel solid enough to work through my problems.

I know how that feels, it's tough. The best thing that you can do for yourself right now is to be kind to yourself, as hard as that sounds. I really was only able to start fixing things in my life when I showed myself a lot of care.