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Guys I’m officially on weight loss medication 🫣

My brother called me fat. I’m gonna kill myself now

So this is probably not good but I have stopped taking my psychiatric medications as directed (bc I’ve had less episodes). And lowkey I think it’s helping me lose weight…but I don’t wanna keep doing this bc I lowkey don’t trust that I’ll stay momentarily same.

Yall. I’m fucking having a conniption rn. I CANT SEEM TO LOSE ANY FUCKING WEIGHT AND IM SO CLOSE TO JUST FUCKING OFF AND GIVING UP 😭😭

A picture of a bowl of soup. The broth is a tomato chicken soup with poblano peppers, white onion, tomatoes, white potatoes and panela cheese

Soupiessss

Patiently waiting for my ebt to reload so I can make more plant based food for myself bc omg that veggie bowl was so yummy

A picture of J’s meal. It features roasted cauliflower and broccoli, a chopped Shirazi salad, and rice underneath. It is topped with a tahini yogurt sauce

Halal cart style roasted veg bowl

It makes me more sad than anything seeing a kid in spaces like these. Like you’re so young…it’s just upsetting. And i agree I enjoy the company of other adults

Just blocked a 16 year old who was following me. I understand kids can have EDs too but I do not want an impressionable teen on my feed. It makes me uncomfortable knowing they see my stuff and can take inspiration from it. I don’t wanna give these poor kids ideas…..also I’m 23 and it feels skeevy

It’s 12:14 am where I’m at so tbh it feels like my night is just barely starting.

Good night/morning fellow mentally ill bloomfies. I can’t sleep. I’ll probably knock out within the next hour…hopefully but fir rn I’m gonna shitpost a bit

It was so good. I just love beans and rice in literally every form

A picture of a black bowl of basmati rice and ful medammes with a silver fork in it

Like plz this looks so ugly 😭😭

This looks so yummy tho omg

Also omg I had such an ugly meal yesterday. It was very satisfying but I swear she looked so ugly 😭😭 it was just ful (fava beans) and rice 💀💀

okay besties I’m actually trying to change my diet to be less junkorexic and more like…nutritious but still restricted? Idk bro it’s still giving disordered but no more junk food bc my cholesterol is actually really bad 😭

I wish I was starve myself depressed and not eat everything in sight depressed

Maybe I’ll get the soft serve and then purge it. Ice cream is always easy

IVE BEEN CRAVING SOFT SERVE FOR THE PAST FEE DAYS AND ITS KILLING ME. I CANT OMAD IT BC ITS NOT FILLING ENOUGH BUT I CANT OMAD AND THEN EAT SOFT SERVE BC ITS TOO MANY CALORIES 😭😭

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like I like working out…but sometimes I just don’t want to be there so I just get belligerently high and zone out

Anybody else here experience a super hidradenitis flare (or develop constant flaring hidradenitis) when they gained weight? I’ve been trying to lose weight for a few months now and I noticed my HS flares so badly when I don’t fast and restrict. Anyone else experience this as well??

I assume it would be wise to block them then? I have never seen this person on my feed before but I’d like to jump the gun now

my preworkout is weed bc it distracts me from how miserable I feel when I see that I’ve only been on a machine for five minutes instead of an hour.

I want to go to the gym but it is POURING RAIN. And I don’t want to ask my mom to take me.

it makes me feel joy to watch ppl shoplift & I will never tell on them

A picture of J’s bowl of homemade pho noodle soup

Only meal for today. I had two bowls of homemade pho. Trying to get back in the diet pill + OMAD grind

I think we’re only a year (or so) apart in age and I know what it means..but I think it’s also bc I knew people who were super into making slime.

guys my doctors are calling me fat. I mean they didn’t explicitly say so but…my labs bro…they’re basically like…you’re fat and you eat like shit bro.

how to eat without eating no borax no glue