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i went outside for the 1st time in abt 5 months and went on the bus by myself for the 1st time in 2 yrs, all to get a sim card so I can talk to my bf because I'm unable to do anything if i can't talk to him

I hate that I can punch my legs as much and as hard as I can yet they don't bruise properly, I'm so fat you can't even see the blood below the skin.. you only see my leg swell up, making me look fatter than ever (╯︵╰,)

I should kill myself already..

I don't remember

Why am I like this, I can't have been born this way, something must've happened

I speak no sense, don't ask for anything, I don't even understand, what's wrong with me, do I need help, or am I too much, it's too embarrassing for someone my age, leave me alone, but please don't go I need you, I'm scared

If I had a choice, I'd rot in my room days on end, never opening my mouth, never speaking a word to anyone, rotting worse than I am now, I can't help it, I'm lost, don't expect anything from me, I'm incapable of even keeping myself as a working human, it's not worth the breath

Took over 2 hrs of me tryna say no means no and he's still mad at me bcs I said no.. even when I was crying after trying to calm me down he immediately went back to it and got mad when I said no again, I don't even feel like my real age, it's just wrong

I can't even cry because I've wasted all my tears for this week, I can only sit with a cloudy face, but I can feel my heart drowning

I'm a whore its it's disgusting, I do everything he says and then sulk about it even though I've told him I don't want to, I don't care if it's just videos or pictures, I feel like a prostitute, I hate myself, what am I doing

I've punched my thighs for so long, I think I've broken my hand, why does it hurt more than my leg, this wasn't supposed to happen

Why am I still here, I was supposed to leave 8 years ago..

No one cares for me innocently without ulterior motives.
I just want to hold and be held, but everyone wants more. I really can't do this anymore. I wish I was drunk again.

when i eat anything i get ravenous and can’t stop. ☹️

why am i so stupid........ omg

I need to look anorexic so bad. I want ppl to see how thin I am and just know.

I'll pretend to be a robot, I feel like I am, though I'm tired of pretending to be perfect, even when I pretend I'm perfect, I mess up and everything goes wrong, urghhhhhhhh let me be quiet and go to sleep

I think I'll just go back to not eating every week again, maybe one week on and one week off, that helps me keep control, feels like I don't need to worry about anything, maybe I won't be as angry as I am now, though I'm more scared at the moment, I don't know what's really going on

I think I need help, soon I'm either going to kill myself or relapse in self harm really bad, I don't know what to do, I'm embarrassed

boyfriend wants to do this trend with me, his bmi is lower than mine, i think i may just kill myself.. (˵ˊᯅˋ˵)

a white rabbit is sitting on a couch and looking down ALT: a white rabbit is sitting on a couch and looking down

i had to deactivate my twt bcs my bf found it (∩´﹏`∩)

umm i need help, is there a way to private this account? or is that not available on this app rn

I JUST WANNA TAKE PICS LIKE THIS ONE DAY!!!!!!

aah okay, so not jealous ml ₍ᐢ.ˬ.ᐡ₎ .ᐟ

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whenever i feel like im going to binge,im going to eat sushi, i feel like this will help me as a junkorexic and will get me used to non greasy foods and get healthier bcs of good proteins ₍ᐢ.ˬ.ᐡ₎ .ᐟ

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