me too :(
04.11.2025 05:59 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0@palethinvamp.bsky.social
digital diary+vent acc was on edtwt w the same name. 23. he/him. pansexual. engaged. on all levels except physical, im a vampire ๐ฆ !! DNI: under 18+, NON ๐๐ง๐SKY, Fatphobes, Anti-Recovery, Anti-LGBT !!
me too :(
04.11.2025 05:59 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0granted, i am making progress it's just agonizingly slow. i really think this year changes things tho bc im trying to break through a plateau I've been stuck at.
who knows... maybe one day soon i can finally post bcs
ever since I gained a ton of weight years ago it's been a battle every time I look in the mirror. i used to love it but now all I see is fat where i used to be skinny and it eats away at me every single day. i think the last time i liked my weight was around 2018-2019
02.11.2025 22:59 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0ate too much. my stomach is talking to me
28.07.2025 02:53 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0same it literally feels like the soul was gutted out of it for the sake of being advertiser friendly and whatever dumb shit they've been pulling
28.07.2025 02:52 โ ๐ 2 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0bro literally nobody is responding to me and all i want is to hang out with my friends im so lonely i want to cry
22.07.2025 00:27 โ ๐ 3 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0cofee
21.07.2025 17:10 โ ๐ 38 ๐ 13 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 1i relate. im trying to quit cause im getting ready for top surgery but my symptoms, especially paranoia, are so much worse than i expected
19.07.2025 23:04 โ ๐ 2 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 2 ๐ 0"End the Capitalist Death Machine Before it Ends You!"
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lmao so thankful I didn't give into the urge to eat when i was nauseous a little while ago,, because now i feel alright and i work in a few hrs so I'll just eat there and call it 2 meal day
08.07.2025 17:59 โ ๐ 2 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0im feeling lighter but these fucking fat rolls need to be GONEEEE
08.07.2025 17:56 โ ๐ 2 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0honey im so sorry that happened,, i hope your head feels better soon ๐
08.07.2025 04:34 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0ok the plan changed, i got too shakey and had a breakfast sandwich. now that i feel way better, im starting a 16hr fast since idk when i broke my og fast. that way i can rebalance things oop
07.07.2025 15:00 โ ๐ 0 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0chat im being ballsy today, we had all you can eat pizza yesterday and i feel disgusting as a result. soo,, I've been fasting for 8ish hrs, my plan is to survive off liquid cals for another 12hrs, 7 of those will be while im working so this should be enough to make up for last nightt
07.07.2025 10:04 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0#edbsky #edsky #caterpillarbsky #caterpillarsky #edtwt
05.07.2025 22:16 โ ๐ 0 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0literally anything helps and if you can't help then please like and repost the OG post ๐
05.07.2025 22:15 โ ๐ 0 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0I've been procrastinating this for a while but I'm completely strapped for cash, I've just barely got enough for food and whatever small expenses i need to pay for daily after all the med bills im currently paying off.
i hate having to ask for help but i genuinely feel like i need to.
can't wait to hit my GW and start making cute lil videos bc i know im funny n have the potential to be cute i just gotta lose weight so i don't have to fucking doubt myself
04.07.2025 23:27 โ ๐ 0 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0im so sorry... he's such an awful person for treating you that way.
04.07.2025 03:25 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0ok so kareoke got cancelled tonight bc their AC isn't working and they gotta close for repairs BUT it'll be done by tomorrow night so i still have a glow party to go to!!
i was really bummed out earlier but now i feel a lot better and my wifey's even taking me out so we can at least do something
"I literally told you yesterday, don't you remember?"
Me:
ah so we saw the same tiktok i see
03.07.2025 21:21 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0Republicans in Congress have voted to devastate millions of people across our nation โ kicking Americans off their health care, shuttering hospitals, eliminating food assistance, and raising costs.
This is Project 2025 in action.
constant food noise got me feeling like this
29.06.2025 14:08 โ ๐ 12 ๐ 4 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0aww im proud of u tho and its a good first step!!
30.06.2025 03:26 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0almost time to get mi eddiez hehehe
28.06.2025 12:55 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0so i have an 8hr shift tomorrow and as a treat im getting there a bit early and buying more edibles
27.06.2025 21:47 โ ๐ 2 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0being 22 with no car is actually hell
27.06.2025 21:39 โ ๐ 0 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0