Autumn Sunburst

4real

Kelly Osbourne is *GOALS*

What are the best thinspo shows/movies to watch?

I need to be able to focus

Just trigger me

Idk why I took a break, this is all I have going for me now I've fallen off track

I shouldn't of wanted dinner

I don't deserve it

I only live to serve the hive

I don't deserve to eat

He makes sure I know this on a regular basis

Always making food for him and the kids and there is never anything for me while trashing the kitchen and leaving a huge overwhelming mess so I can't even be in the kitchen at all without having a massive meltdown

Got some new workout stuff tho

Weight staying the same but clothes are looser? I'm just convinced they're worn out now 😂🤣

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It's so crazy, I mean not really, he's been sick since like forever, you just never know when then it's like *BAM* right on your face 😭😭😭

What it comes down to i need to stop drinking completely, it's the only explanation on how I keep maintaining on a deficit 😒

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OMG OZZY DIED

I keep bouncing back and forth between the same 5lb

Woke up having a panic attack about a bill and now fully awake and considering saying fuck it and just getting up and trying to get max shit done

Puzzle

I SKIP a lot of days because it's so sus

I take it like 3x a week max and ⅔ of what I'm subscribed lmao

I also get paranoid I'm addicted so skip a few days, next thing I know it's a week or 2 or 3 later and I forgot to take it at all so I guess I'm good as far as that goes

**sees mess* "oh yeah!"

With some of these Adderall manufacturers anymore, sometimes I get one that turns me into a complete zombie or just knocks me out after just one of 3 I'm supposed to take a day, I couldn't imagine putting a kid through that who has no idea what is happening or why 😭😭

I never knew anything but being drugged up and never learned to function without it and keeping a doctor as an adult is a whole ordeal in itself

They actually had me on a higher dose at 8-10 years old than I would even take now as an adult all to keep me from bugging the "normal kids" and teachers

I also refused to put them on ADHD meds too young because when I hit puberty on them I just absolutely blew up, over 50lbs in one summer

They have therapy and small groups and can make the decision to try that as adults if they want to go that route

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I'm trying 4 the full information/knowledge about it because 1 day they won't (may not) live w/ me & should still b able to make smart decisions around it & getting that foundation young hopefully will b the difference between staying healthy into adulthood or all of a sudden going 2easy junk

Only got issue one and it was very good

Actually wrote by the orginal writer of the show

Lots of stores have old issues for a quarter to a dollar 🙃

This one had tons all marked so but I didn't look through them because I saw Demonia and that was it

I don't need to overcollect for the sake of collecting anymore anyway

Then my parents just made fun of me told me how fat and gross I was and how ashamed they were of me, they died ashamed of me

I was the 3rd fattest kid in school and wasn't able to figure out wtf until I was about 22

I would try to restrict but then eat junk because I really had no clue

Knowledge

I feel like i need to explain my entire life now oof

I got fat as a child from medications and we had mcdonalds about 3-4x a week, never drank anything but Pepsi and cherry Pepsi, and always had massive bowls of ice cream and endless snack cakes

Oh and the LOVE fucking pizza, I always get pizza with toppings, favorites are pineapple, tomatoes and black olives or mushroom, black olive and onion

Get those vitamins on there!

I avoid plain cheese pizza whenever possible

Yeah they get some candy but also lots of berries, bananas, yogurts

They don't eat animal meats, they will eat eggs, we had them eating fish for a minute but now they both hate it again, they love cheese & pasta, peanut butter & jelly, mushrooms galore, pineapple, strawberries, ice cream, pretzels

They don't actually count any calories themselves but do notice food labels

Their dad is also diabetic and has bad sugar binges and freaks out at everyone and passes out

I just want them to be informed, they already know they exist

In the long run it'll be easier to maintain healthy if you started off & grew up healthy

You need protein, vitamins c, a, monounsaturated and polyunsaturated fats, magnesium & potassium, ect & this is what i try to focus on more than just the empty word calorie

Calorie without nutrition is uselss

So many kids today are heavy heavy and their parents are having them live off fast food and junk food

I just want them healthy, neither is fat in the slightest

Tho apparently my older one has had somebody in his school call him fat and he is fucking slim just not scrawny, fucking kids

On produce where its not listed i can show them the vitamin breakdown and they love them some fruit (technically high in calories but all healthy ones so it's good!)

There is no going anywhere without calories listed, which isn't a bad thing, just be smart about it