❥ 𝐤𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐲 𝐥𝐨𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐚 (𝐥𝐨𝐥𝐚) ｡⋆₊ ⊹

{ #caterpillarsky , #ventsky }
if i looked half as good as my shadow does, then i wouldn't have as many problems as i do now

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all i do is complain here, but it's all i have to speak about. just everything has been super rough as always. struggling in general is hard

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i didn't eat yesterday, im very disappointed in myself. BUT i did finally find this and tried some. it's so thick, it reminds me of a milkshake. it's pretty yummy, but i don't think i'd have a regular cup of it at once. too much and i'll probably feel sick.
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{ #caterpillarsky , #edsky }
hiii, my once a month appearance. ive been out here struggling as always, but besides that, i started learning to handsew. my first project is gonna be a costume. handsewing because i don't have space for a sewing machine. im going to need all the luck i can get.

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{ #caterpillarsky , #ventsky }
not feeling too hot. way too stressed, feel like im going to have one of my biggest mental breakdowns. but pushing forward, i just really hope things begin to go well with all im doing.

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{ #caterpillarsky , #ventsky }
been grinding again, missed the days of an exercise schedule and a deficit. anyways, how many of my lovelies or literally anyone would actually care if i did a face reveal. i have a not half bad face
ft. lilith

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michie ~11/12yrs (orange tabby)
peanut 9yrs (fat tabby)
atlas 4yrs (grey longhair)
lilith 1yr (small tabby)

apparently, i can't stop taking cats in
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thanks for reminding me i haven't been on it for more than a year

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average to a bit taller than average

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{ #caterpillarsky , #ventsky }
yesterday was my fifth year anniversary with my partner and it was a really good day for me. today has been a HORRIBLE day. the monthly visitor came and went to war, i had fruit though.

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awe you're sweet, tyy. added!!

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okay okay you all finally convinced me to adopt

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are you u.s. based ? if so, i literally just got some from a target

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never had it with tuna before considering i don't like tuna but ill definitely try it, ty (:

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{ #caterpillarsky }
i don't know how anyone can hate kimchi, it's super yummy and it being low calorie is just a plus. it's one of my favorite/safe foods

{ #ventsky , #caterpillarsky }
ive been eating too much lately, make it stop, someone make me stop. i feel like ive ruined all my progress, i bought all my safe foods because of it. so, if i eat, ill get full, but it won't be so unhealthy.

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{ #caterpillarsky , #ventsky }
guess who's at one of their fav weight ranges again

MEEE, I AM!! happy but sadly happy, cause i be going through it. ft. outfit of the day, it's been absurdly hot then cold then hot again lately. bipolar weather

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went hiking in non hiking shoes, so worth it. also, been struggling with eating, again, as usual. lastly, finally took a massive sh*, calls for celebration

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maybe just don't label it as fatspo & just complain about how you feel about yourself/body, if you're really worried about how others will react

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jk, it's just my cat atlas (attababy)

face reveal

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o god..

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{ #books , #reading , #booksky }
currently (trying to) (read)ing 'parasite' by darcy coates. the synopsis sounded terrible, but in a good way. i hope i enjoy it as much as lilith is

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{ #caterpillarsky , #ventsky }
going to get high today. problems? –> solved

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green/golden apples and avocados

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i feel so stuck again. i feel the need to escape, again, deeply.

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{ #caterpillarsky , #ventsky }
i hate hate hate hate hate hate myself. for the first time, ive cried over how ugly i look. for the first time, i couldn't even stare at myself in the mirror. how have i gone this far into my head... as long as i stay under 100lbs, i think i shall be fine enough

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that's actually a bit worrying. maybe try to find ways to get in contact with her or find information about her somewhere. if u guys genuinely were super close & there were no issues w/ parents & all, i doubt it was entirely her doing. if there were issues w/ parents, then maybe give her time

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im so sorry, i hope you're doing better now!! and if not, my dms are always open Ɛ>

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{ #caterpillarsky }
i started working out again because i don't feel fit anymore and don't feel quite like myself. i feel so fat :c me and my unfortunate feelings

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ooraaange i love oranges and their cousins

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