HackDotSlash

I hate feeling like my games success hinges on my YT suddenly blowing up.

So many indie games come out and do well and then you see they have a 40k sub YouTube channel.

My brain is so fucking stupid, like I know it’s the chemicals making me feel worthless but that makes me feel broken, like why do I have to deal with this shit at all why can I be happy man.

Some days I wish I had more then anxiety and depression. Would just be nice to exist as a normal fucking person for one day.

a black and white cartoon of snoopy laying on top of a wooden house in the rain . ALT: a black and white cartoon of snoopy laying on top of a wooden house in the rain .

I wish I was a better streamer man. There’s just something I’ve gotta be doing wrong.

So many people grow doing nothing, but I feel like I have to fight tooth and nail for a single follow and view.

I’m such a shit creator.

I sit for hours and really wonder if this is all for me.

The days where I feel motivated and empowered feels less and less and I feel like the people who stop by only do so out of pitty anymore.

Or maybe it’s the depression messing with me. God I hate my brain.

I have an alpha demo for my game but no name yet.

Prototype for my after level stats screen. #indiedev

Can't be overstated how fucked up it is that Black folk came up with a word to express people being aware of the oppression of other people and it's now targeted by far right governments globally as something evil that must be destroyed

Ahh I was just there!

Think I’m gonna really focus on keeping my Twitter shit light and gaming related. Way too much energy going to shit that doesn’t matter.

Flying sucks, flying alone is worse. Ugh.

Honestly, took someone long enough

I just wanna be respected as a creator and some days I’m afraid it’ll never happen.

Asmonds subreddit is legit a conservative shit hole holy crap

I wish I didn’t feel so…bleh.

I’m trying to be better about being whiney and annoying on socials, but some days are just awful mentally and I never know what to do about it.

It’s insane that people can say “both sides are bad”

I feel like I’m living in a different reality than others.

Seriously, how is any of the people Trump Nominated getting any votes. How are any democrats voting for this shit? @aoc.bsky.social what is happening?

I wish I knew how to overcome the waves of crushing depression that seem to pop up.

Can someone explain to me why any democrat would confirm any Trump nominee? What’s to gain there? @aoc.bsky.social

None of us should file taxes this year. Just don’t. They’ve shown time and again that rules don’t apply anymore.

It’s scary how helpless I feel. Anyone not alarmed just says “it’s fine” but I feel like we’re the frog slowly boiling…

We aren’t gonna make it are we?

America I mean. It’s worse and worse news every day.

Sun bathing

Happy Birthday!

It's okay to grieve the loss of a platform you enjoyed. I've been grieving social media platforms' deaths since the IRC days. It's an amorphous ball of time you spent enjoying something you can no longer access any more. Lost to time, like tears in rain.

Super stoked at the idea of releasing music again. It’s been too long.

RIP tiktok