Haven system

🐝 Actually, I think there are more than dozens of us. Statistics suggest at least 1% of the population are autistic, and-

🐝 Noted :3

🐝 God same tbh.

🐝 The answer to every "A or B?" question is always "yes."

🐝 I probably won't have time to check this out, but I'm definitely interested.

🐝 A friend of mine keeps arguing with me that Madoka/Homura isn't a borderline FP thing, it's actually a schizoid SP thing. She's wrong but I thought it was funny.

🐝 Very true.

🐝 One day I hope I can write something that helps a person understand what it feels like to have an FP. That would be my opus.

🐝 This is why I've stopped doing politics and started doing praxis. All the good ideas in the world mean nothing if you can't wield power to reify them.

🐝 But Maddy, what if she thinks it's awkward and uncomfortable, and by openly communicating I destroy my chances of ever... Getting the thing I'm communicating about. Hmm okay I think I'm being silly here.

🐝 I really wish I could understand, and I really wish I never do.

🐝 There's only so much you can reason your way out of something that fundamentally alters the way you reason. At a certain point you could be left with nothing but "I think, therefore I am", and everything else is lost to delusion. And then that, too, can be lost.

🐝 It's a delusion that only afflicts people who have never suffered any real delusions. A disconnect from reality in those who think they understand the world best. Most people don't know how it feels to be truly out of control and drowning in your own mind.

🐝 I often think the same thing about BPD, and about addiction. So many mentally healthy people have this illusion that everyone should be in control of themselves, and mental illness can only "win" if you're weak-willed.

🐝 Because I am evil, and thus ought not to exist, you also have my permission to save the lizards instead of me. You can name one in my honor.

🐝 Wouldn't have an impact on his intelligence anyway.

🐝 Thankfully I am both evil and like serving people, so if I ever have to choose between you and lizards, I'm saving the lizards, just for you.

🐝 My hands smell like dog now.

🐝 Puppy is desperate to eat screws.

A memorial arrangement of flowers and candles for a murdered woman named Yuko, outside her old workplace.

A close-up of a dripping, blood-red candle, in front of a sign reading "90th woman lost" and "Yuko."

A close-up of a sign reading "90th Australian woman lost to violence", "we see you, we stand with you", "you will be missed", "say her name", "Yuko", "rest in power."

🐝 Blahaj spotted in the wild.

🐝 I've left the house at 6:30 the past two days, and God, the contrast between the shining golden sun one day, and the fluffy silver sky the next, is honestly beautiful. Should've taken a pic yesterday.

🐝 The Andrew Formerly Known As Prince.

🐝 40-something guy standing in front of me has a skateboard with "protect the dolls" written on it, all in trans colors. Hell fucking yes.

🐝 Trying to do 9/11 to this but the goalie perfectly parries the plane with a sick-ass header.

🐝 Bad news about the panem folks, but don't worry, we've got circenses for days.

🐝 Do you have any idea how little that narrows it down.

🐝 I'm a horn merchant and messing with the bull is half of my job.

🐝 I need more hickeys and scratches. I've got a huge thing for Marx.

🐝 I'm pretty sure the first rat is also one of the second rats. They're all adorable.