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You know your life is kinda in a weird place when weekends are stressful and the weekdays feel more comfortable.

Been practicing with my "new" tablet. As expected, it's different to draw with your wrist instead of your finger... Which was my default.

I can see my style already shifting due to the added screen size and speed of a stylus. I can add more details and tweak things faster.

Hope to improve more :3

It's been so long, holy shit. Sorry, I've just been super busy with college.

Anyway, new page... More build up, but oh boy, they finally made it to the bedroom.

I also tried a few things like the overlapping, dots, outline stuff, and slightly different blending on shading. Hope y'all like it :3

It's been so long, holy shit. Sorry, I've just been super busy with college.

Anyway, new page... More build up, but oh boy, they finally made it to the bedroom.

I also tried a few things like the overlapping, dots, outline stuff, and slightly different blending on shading. Hope y'all like it :3

Ok holy fucking Christ God, I'm sorry it's been so long since anything. I haven't forgotten about making art, but literally every single hobby of mine is on the back burner because of school taking up so much time.

This is the WIP for page 8 just to show it's a thing that is happening still lmao

Sorry for the lack of art recently. College has been busy. On the plus side, I made a short film script heavily based around Lucy and Marshall type characters. It's not furry, but it's still romantic as hell, and everyone who's read it likes it, which... Yay? Yeah, that's hard to process lol

I finally try the brand name medication, realize it works far better than generic (personally), life improves dramatically over the period I'm taking them...

And when I get my next prescription, the coverage I have to make the price reasonable gets cracked in half, and instead of $15 I'm paying $50

It is FINISHED! I've left a Lucy and Marshall on this canvas!

The colours a little off because of the limited palette and anti-aliasing, but I think it still came out well.

This was very fun. idk if I'll do another one.

(Also thx to user SillyDrill, and QuickCard briefly, for helping colour Lucy)

Almost there!

Getting closer. And I've noticed someone helping with colouring Lucy. That's nice.

TO BE CLEAR, this is NOT a depression post. This isn't ideation. I'm clarifying this because I have posted suicidal stuff before when I actually was feeling REALLY down.

THIS post is a venting of frustration, and I said "myself" because it'd probably be far more sus if I said anyone else :P

Mental health wise... I've been feeling pretty well for the most part this last month

I say "for the most part" tho because the sudden and scary spike in online government censorship and privacy concerns make me lose any hope of an improving world and make me want to fucking kill myself

Colouring going slow... and also I'm trying to antialias properly... bit harder than I thought it'd be.

Woo!

Lucy's outline almost done!
(This is a fun thing to work on every hour or two haha)

Lucy has begun

Progress is being made!!

Sooo... I'm hyper fixating on Wplace. I'm doing a Lucy and Marshall thing, but because I'm an insane person I made it super complicated

I drew smth, put it in an Animal Crossing pattern converter, and I'm putting those pixels in

It's 128x160, inside small 32x32 squares. This will take a while lol.

Man, that sucks.

Well, sort of. It's taking over my life, so maybe you dodged a bullet.

Been trying to get a start on a project on the wplace website. I got like... The canvas... And that was the last thing I was able to do before a constant and still continuing stream of server and website issues. Epiccc

Better Call Saul btw

New page!

Proud of the way I drew the cuddles here... As well as the general vibe of TV on a late night.

Speaking of late night, seems like this is all leading somewhere...

New page!

Proud of the way I drew the cuddles here... As well as the general vibe of TV on a late night.

Speaking of late night, seems like this is all leading somewhere...

If the whole world incorporates the dogshit adult content laws the UK has now, it won't really encourage people to verify that their of age... It'll more so just tell every single platform possible that any remotely adult content is not worth hosting

Fuck every single person in support of this

Even when life isn't tormenting me with other stress and things to depress over... There's always the bedrock I feel again. My loneliness. And I feel I'm just... Unlovable. I don't feel there's anything appealing about me, at least anymore. I worry people see knowing me as work... And it probably is

I've felt this pain for like... 3 years or smth. It is a literal pain sometimes, in my chest. This feeling of just... Pure loneliness. Never having ever cuddled anyone, shared anything personal face to face, never kissing anyone, never seeing anyone look at me as if they actually want to be with me.

And I know this is unrelated to my last post... But I feel I'll die unloved. I don't mean without friends, just unloved. Never having met anyone who could tolerate who I am enough to want to love me or know me in any close way. I'm scared I'll always feel a missing piece in my heart my whole life

Im sad. My enjoyment of creating lewd art is being targeted by nukes, and I already feel like the world finds me disgusting for doing this at all. It's hard to not feel anxious about ppl thinking I'm a freak when boomers in power are trying to put me on the same level as porn that's actually harmful

:l right after I uploaded an animation lol

Yes, I made the animation in higher quality first. Here it is... and here's the FurAffinity link for less compression lol

www.furaffinity.net/view/61698889/