magnetic tape personality

my fucking cheap macbook that i was living and writing out of died and i had to harass the ebay seller to honor their supposed warranty. those 5 weeks were nice while they lasted lmao

i can't wait to be killed by woke rainbow ICE as soon as the democrats take office. what a nice change it would be

i have my dad's nose and it makes me want to die. i see more of him in my face and it haunts me. i can hear the neighbor's washing machine through the walls when i lay down and the thumps drive my own heart faster. i'm getting old and tired and ugly. when will my life be mine

mako and sayuki prove this nicely i think. they have a car (penis) but it takes both of them to barely keep up with the men who find their existence confusing

i have to get pinker. pink shoes coming soon

why is everything stupid now?

i always liked the winter olympics more because they were doing sports i had never seen anywhere else. i wanted to be a speed skater as a kit

my wife is so strong and capable and i love it with all my heart

ALL MY LIFE I WANTED TO HAVE A MEANINGFUL CONSUMPTION EXPERIENCE

all those friends who expressed regret to you about leaving me out were 100% lying about it because none of them thought to apologize directly to me :)

i think kafka would have written a story about being an out trans woman if he were alive today

sorry for lack of fic updates i'm learning a new position at work and have gotten a lot busier and more tired. i also had a ton of organization i needed to do to progress and the next couple chapters are probably coming around the same time so i can stay on top of what i'm doing

ok but what if amuro fucks up so badly that the only option is to be taken in by zeon. like the gundam straight up mobility kills white base while they're in open space and char gets to just take everything for free

fae realized that fae had deviated from the original story like at least an episode and a half earlier than fae thought. it's ok, more room for incompetence

memory isnt good enough to scrounge around the dark for the story. notes it is then

garma spends 3 episodes aura farming, nearly gets with her crush, and eats absolute shit in the 4th. generational side character activity

i really hate myself while i'm writing lmao. it's not that i don't like doing it, i'm in the stage where it still hurts to put effort into

if i keep writing the dialog heavy scenes i will get better. if i keep writing the dialog heavy scenes i will get better. it's not over i just need to do it to get better

hopefully more writing today. char is hatching a plan

very fucked up emotionally rn

huh. that felt an awful lot like a flashback. it's probably fine

playing with imaginary space boats. the fic is very much in the weeds of being military science fiction right now, sorry

got through it. coffinofangels if the mood strikes but you gotta search me out lol. there's no juicy stuff yet, just scene setting

the more i get into this first chapter of the fic, the less confidence i have in my writing. i have to get through this

i know he canonically drives a corolla, but if i get a gr86, i'm gonna put a lil zeon crest on it and maybe a char plushie

Chart wearing some sort of brown coat?

I'VE LITERALLY NEVER SEEN THIS CHAR BEFORE

we got 14 inches of snow or more. i'm in a 5 guys a day after the hardest drive of my life. rush - limelight is playing

we fucking made it! we made it there and back and our puppy is ok!!!

please reach out! we'd love to be able to see you :D

a portrait of an old dog lying on her side on the floor, taken close to her face at about eye level. she's looking up and into the distance behind the camera and there's a white bandanna with red hearts on it around her neck

having some kind of connection to her, and i think i have a better understanding of what people mean by soul.