Sydney Aurora

Some real Sydney deep lore is I saw the grimes “oblivion” music video in 2012 and said “god I wish I was her” then promptly buried those feelings for 7 years and thank god I really hated art angels and stopped being obsessed with her

Holy shit you look incredible

Who says this isn’t main

Instead of clicker training your werewolf girlfriend, train her to transform and be horny at the sound of your howl

I mean you’re just describing yourself aren’t you

Yeah well, I’ll say it again

I think that today's chapter has one of my favourite passages; as someone who has always considered the inevitability of death to be a welcome end, it was gratifying to imagine that finality as a moment possessed of its own mournful joy.

when I die, I want to have mattered to someone else.

You’re going to cause me to go feral

Oh my god I need the next chapter right now

I DID MY SHOT OKAY

I did my shot calm down

Also my legs are SCREAMING from just doing some light circuit work but god I love that feeling

I did some weightlifting for the first time in like YEARS lmao god the itch is back. I need to build the garage squat rack. That’s how I will break 7:10 on my 2k

Please do not wake the house up

I get home from work in the next hour I will I promise!!!

Yes this is a request born out of my own mismanagement

Someone yell at me in like 8 hours to do my shot

Me, watching HBO’s “Euphoria” for the first time: “alright so when do we start injecting estrogen subcutaneously against people’s will?”

Guess it’s time to travel to rural places and get traditional tattoos around the world

If someone told me I post like I had all the money in the world but never have actually enjoyed anything in my life I think I would retreat to a bunker and never speak to a soul again.

“Sudden”

I just feel like every day is either a fight or a slight reprieve from a future fight and I don’t know how much longer I can go before breaking.

I love feeling like I am a burden to everyone around me every day. This is a healthy thing to feel and will clearly resolve situations where resentment is thrown my way.

God this is going to SLAP

That’s fine there will be plenty there

Once I build a weight room in my garage it’s all over for everyone

I didn’t get that curvy from 4 years of HRT I won’t lie, but restarting rowing has given me back my old tree trunk sized thighs and that’s amazing

I was all set to go to the boathouse early and do an absolutely BRUTAL workout I used to do regularly 15 years ago in college and then I remembered I scheduled therapy for the same exact time as that.

So I just sobbed for an hour. Let’s call it a wash.