Triggs

The (self-inflicted) curse is lifted.

One down, ???? to go...

I think Robert Robertson from Dispatch and Shane from Stardew Valley should fuck

I think that'd be neat.

If a perfume is good it makes you want to eat it it anyway so I don't see how that's a problem

At the start of this thread I thought the answer would be my art, that if anything should survive at all its what Ive made just for the sake of it being made

but even that feels off

Theres probably some sort of conflict here in my head about why things should be shared or not and what the point is

This doesn't only apply to me obviously, I know everyone has a rich inner life full of aspects and things that others will never get to see

I just get sad about that I guess

No one will mourn those parts

I don't think this means I should simply retreat entirely and stop trying to connect with people in meaningful ways, but I should probably stop expecting that someone will be able to get into my head

I can only meet people halfway and that's all, that's fine

I can try to invite people into my world, let them see as much as myself as I can or as much as they're willing to see, but it's never going to be enough

the moment where everything clicks and I go "Someone Finally Gets Me" isn't really attainable

At the end of the day I think all this work Ive put into remembering and understand what I am is just for me

its not going to make me easier to get in other peoples eyes and its not going to make a difference to them either

There's always going to be stuff whether I want it or not, most of which wasn't even accurate to who I am or who I want to be perceived as

I don't think there's that big of a point in obsessively trying to get people to understand me, after or before my death

It's just never going to happen

Despite my consistent effort to remember and commit to memory things I feel and said, events in my life, and things happening inside my head throughout several years

I think ultimately the only thing that I should leave behind for people to see when I'm dead is

...? Hm. Maybe nothing afterall

I don't feel like any of the things that should mean I'm doing well right now are actually making me feel good and I'm having a hard time thinking of a point for anything to be different if at the end of the day I still feel this way

You know what you did

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(It feels like a younger Alice is staring at me.)

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I wish i could keep following some accounts but mute their reposts because I like what they post themselves but I'm not fond of the stuff they fill my tl with lmao

i can't believe the only reason i have a good persona song stuck in my head is because of brainrot memes

actually, it's not that hard to believe...

understandable have a nice space man

he has been replaced.....

Maka Albarn I miss you so much you are so Girl

dude i miss making music according to my last exported project its been like two whole months

no wonder comedians are a thing, the high of making someone laugh is hard to beat

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I started off my day by opening up a box of cookies i bought to have breakfast and then i found bugs in it

the box was sealed for the record. Like it had wrapping and everything

The bugs were already in there when i opened it somehow

kind of bummed me out tbh

higurashi is so funny because despite its efforts to get me to sympathize with the antagonist i can also clearly tell its definitely rewarding us for having to put up with all the awful shit they did by destroying their life in front of us

so the whole time im like yes yes you deserve it all

furude rika you will always be famous

(maebara keichi you will not)

It can be useful in its on way to affirm what you're feeling but also sometimes it feels weirdly... maladaptive to me? Like I find this one thing that scratches an itch and I keep doing it, until it scratches so much it either hurts or leaves me numb from the overstimulation

tldr moderation is key

The thing is it's really easy to end up stewing in your feelings (especially when they're negative) when you do this. Like I'm sad so i'm listening to a sad song, I'm angry so I'm listening to an angry song. I'm ??????? so I'm listening to anything I can that will make me understand what I'm feeling

I have this approach to emotions that sometimes I need to be able to feel them reflected back to me with something external because I have a hard time processing them inside.

I usually use creating art and music for that, but sometimes I also just stay on the receiving end you know?

Sometimes you just gotta sit down and listen to the same few songs that make you feel like crying over and over again because... Uh...

Actually I don't know if I should do this lol

obsessed with Lonely Magic (even before it fully came out I loved Hill to Die On but the other songs are also amazing and stuck in my head now)