cherry 🍒 [MDNI]

ibs is bad when i do eat, ibs is bad when
i don’t eat. i would simply like to know the rules

current mood: silver springs and pictures of me at my lw

give me y'all's safe foods, i've been trying to do some shopping but i have been coming up blank because ✨nothing✨ feels like a safe food #caterpillarsky

i wish i was not built like a blimp so i could show y’all my leg tattoo 💔

just realized im down 10lbs and i could cry i thought i plateaued and stopped weighing bc i was pissed 😭

honestly someone tell me how I can be eating less than 1k cals a day and fasting until 6pm most days and still not losing any weight bc it genuinely just seems not possible

yearning

give me ur best arm toning tips y’all 😭
if i have to spend one more day in a y-shirt this summer i might actually 💀

i am so tired of hating myself but alas i fear i am going to be this way indefinitely

one of my coworkers will NOT stop talking ab their (clearly disordered) weight loss and I’m triggered so here I am again sorry y’all

every day I’m terrified I’m gonna get caught by one of my coworkers on this app bc I’m convinced they exist on the ed side of the internet 💀

i never realized how much easier working would be having a job that doesn’t make you want to ✨pass away

I KNOWWW like biggest props to the artist bc I was shook when I saw it finished 😭 they were SO GENTLE too like best tattoo experience ever

with absolutely zero context — this did not age well

going on week two 🫡 my diet consists of pretzels, water and Gatorade zero

food aversion tips and tricks: work 40 hrs a week and have a sinus infection

just kidding i passed all of my classes 🥴

at this rate I’ll be a 00 again by the holidays (manifesting)

we out here never amounting to anything ✨

gonna be honest i never understood why people 💀 themselves over school but high key im starting to get it

sometimes i imagine my ex calling my fat but then i remember he’s in prison and im married with a full time job and a college degree and then i laugh

y’all i ordered a variety of candy online bc i use it to help my blood sugar and im lowkey appalled at the amount i saw when i opened the box today 😭 it’s literally SO MUCH

cursed with always having a double chin at a certain angle

not my behavioral neuroscience class confirming that starvation mode is real 😐

y’allll i never thought i’d say this literally ever but i love my job

lowkey cleanest set I’ve ever done look at those cuticles

in other news, I GOT THE JOB GUYS

see also: buying three different foods including wet food and expensive vet recommended food, new food bowl, and 5 different calls to the vet, and constant monitoring of his behavior

I’d like to share the ordeal I’ve just gone through

cat: doesn’t eat for two days

me: oh no, something is wrong, let’s go to the emergency vet

vet: nothing seems to be wrong, we poked his bladder and he doesn’t have a blockage, here’s an appetite stimulant

*gets home*

cat: immediately eats food

i need to complain about my weight more often i just woke up a full lb lighter ✨