nothing

*nothing to say* ummm so anyways this was april

scared of benches ever since i found a tick on one im never gonna sit down or rest again

wish i was her

umm yes ✅

cant even sit on a bench bro 🖕

flicked at least 5 ticks off myself today i cant wait to get lymes disease

standing under this until it drops on my head and kills me via one thousand bee stings

i want to throw rocks at every teenager i see on an ebike

i should've given him a head nod instead of verbalizing a hello. im such a normal walker it couldn't have been that

cute guy on the hiking trail looked at me weird as we were passing was i walking strange? im walking strange now how do I stop

running into a cop a mile into a hiking trail is a jump scare why are you out here man go sit at a stop sign and look at porn on your work supplied laptop

many are saying im getting tanner every day and that ill have a jersey shore complexion soon

who up watching they sun set over a body of water

'girls' clips on the tl keep looping adam driver saying computers like that

i miss 4chan i miss talking with the gay depressed furries i keep thinking about one of them saying that thread was the only people he talked to and he was scared of the community dying out eventually i'm gonna cry

cleaning up my notes does anyone know what i meant by this? dated april 12th

made a friend group a joke with friend group b oh no

wwhat

i learned a couple days ago that tigers jaw old lead vocalist is wicca phase and it blew my mind maybe i should actually pay attention to the history of the bands i listen to

ok so how about an app that matches you with other autists and schizophrenics and you can share patterns you've seen recently with each other as unbiased parties

mentioning everything ive ever noticed would feel soo good but im taking after that in the mood for love quote except instead of whispering secrets into holes in trees and covering them with mud im typing secrets into md files on ym pc and getting sad so rly its nothing like the quote i guess sorry

pattern recognition should be in the olympics*googling to see if i had a unique thought*nvmsomeone i follow on twitter said this a year ago why do i bother

my mental state is: i forgot my mug under the keurig again :(

guh i forgot how to form thoughts again

actually i want them to toss me in a compost bin but not one of those lame corpo ones i want to melt in an old mans backyard and help grow some bell peppers in his garden

some cool bones i found today i love decomposition i love nutrient cycles i crave a retvrn to the dirt oughhh

noo not the bronze bolts 😭

ah shit fuck i keep arriving at conclusions i dont want to

brainstorming unorthodox ways to force myself to Lock In i think i will start donating blood or plasma which is like putting a straight jacket on and forcing me to read in a chair because im too afraid to scroll social media in public and i might meet my future wife like in that show Severance