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Guys do you think Lan Zhan would ever take something (like eat something that he knows hurts his stomach) to make himself sick to avoid class/an event he didnt want to attend just so he wouldnt be lying about feeling terrible?

(Totally not pulling this from my own personal experience...)

poem: Blinding red light shines right through me, Punches holes in my chest Dotted with small lightning beams I’ve been carved open and scraped clean before This isn't how it felt back then Eyes staring daggers, thrown with precision I’m slowing down, I wasn't always like this They all claim to be clean with blood on their hands Cleaving through limbs of innocence I know I must be screaming but I don’t hear it My heads swimming, my visions only blood They must be screaming, I feel a hand try to hold me back But I must shake them off It feels colder now I’m barely myself these days and especially not right now If I curl in deep enough will I disappear? It feels like i could My senses dulling and I surrender

siege at the burial mounds (poem)

[this is obviously very sad given the scene it is inspired by so be warned. pov yiling laozu]
#mdzs #yilinglaozu

What new and creative way can i write wangxian getting together and fucking that is still somewhat related to canon....

I really wanna finish this angsty wangxian fic i started years ago but its just too hard to write something with a sad ending.. i wanna make it more hopeful but that is not the pointttt

How could he hate her? :( its hard for me to imagine any scenario in which he would ever feel like that

Ive only been writing angst recently... when will i be horny pls

Im trying to write awkward rambling Wei Ying dialogue but idk how to format it

Does anyone ever feel like its easier to share something really emotional with people you dont know? I dont want to burden people who care about me with my sad poetry but i do want to share it

Yes! I tried to find it earlier but omg i have 700 bookmarks lol ty

Ty 🛐 ill let you know if i end up finding it first hah

Honestly sounds perfect omg

Wait i feel like there was an svsss fic i read that was exactly like this

I cant decide if it would end horribly or not :') but i do imagine wangxians souls are tied together in this au and if lwj woke up he would feel the pain of wwxs soul dying and would try to go save him

I imagine the only way they break out of it is from lxc and lq playing all sorts of musical scores to try and reach lwjs subconscious.

Because the dream life is just so good and they really dont want to question anything or believe that it isnt real. But the longer they remain trapped, the more at risk they are for both of their souls to be destroyed.

Or what if they get trapped the moment wwx dies and lwj is still knocked out from his back injury.. the person who trapped them is trying to destroy wwxs soul permanently and lwj gets sucked into the dream somehow something about soulmates idk. It would be hard for them to break out of the illusion

Has there been a fic written for wangxian about them being trapped in their ideal dream life and the longer they stay the faster they die?

I havent even scrolled down the page for this fic and i already wanna cry 🥹 the mama lan angst gets me every time

Some of yall wangxian fic writers are making poetry in these fanfics 🛐

Me staring at my many mxtx fics that have been 80% complete for over a year that i just cant finish 🤡

Seeing an ex change into the person you always wished they would be because of someone else is a whole other level of heartbreak

I thought of this as bingqiu but it wouldnt hit the same because Binghe can control his dreams so he conjures Shen Qingqiu himself rather than dreaming of him by chance (and i know its been written about before for them where he didnt know it was the actual sqq not his creation)

Has someone written a fic about Lan Zhan dreaming of Wei Ying during the time of his death and its actually wy's soul in those dreams but he forgets it all when he resurrects so neither of them know they saw each other in lz's dreams?

Im realizing the poems I am writing related to feeling like your parent lashes out at you for the things they see in themselves that they dont like or that they wish they could be free enough to express (blah blah excuses to being a horrible parent) is so bingjiu coded 😔

I tried to create something today but nothing came out right so I just watched videos instead because it doesn't require any skill and I cant be disappointed in how I cant achieve perfection... now im realizing maybe why I read so much these days instead of write

Its @spitejiu.bsky.social

I wanna make my beloved scumcum. They deserve me at my best

I wanna participate in spitejiu event but i havent written in a long time 😬 i fear i may not be able to pull something together

Another day staying up wayyyyy too late :')

I stayed up til almost 7am reading the first volume of yuwu and i dont regret it.. i might even read the entire book 2 tonight 🧍🏻