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oops havent been here a while, uh

imma be real things arent going too well commission wise, i need to find a job asap so i can fund my gacha addiction- i mean help my folks pay bills and fill up my bank account

bro i think im cursed

every time i edit for someone my headphones / earphones get shot and die

I wish helldivers could just like... let me have multiple loadouts for different fronts like

I dont wanna have to manually change my loadout every time i decide to switch from squid to bug

i think my dad's gone cuckoo

he thinks me using a phone indoor is attracting lightning

BY END OF YEAR I WILL FIT IN AN XL OR LARGE SHIRT JUST YOU WAIT WORLD

A SLIMMER ARTIC IS ABOUT TO CONQUER

feeling hella motivated i might start reducing my meals tonight.

aight, starting tomorrow, gonna start on my weight loss plan.

daily exercise & reduce my eating to like 1600 calories a day would be a start

I lowkey wanna voice act but like, idk what or who i can imagine voicing lmfao

I really REALLY want to learn how to mod balatro

mostly cause i wanna make my own "oomfies & fellas" mod where its everyone i know

starting this tomorrow im currently snacking on my last midnight snack

ok so its not easy, but heres the plan, and im going to try and stick with it

im gonna:
do daily exercises
eat less carbs
no midnight snacks

easier said than done ill update after a couple weeks or so

i need to get rid of my fat asap but gaaah, food tastes so good...

ok no, i need to lessen carbs & exercise more

gotta slim down raaagh if i dont fit in a large shirt by the end of the year its so over

anyways happy pride month

i have yet to come out as bi to my parents but i think thats for the best (they're old thinking folks who rarely accept change)

AND TO ADD INSULT TO INJURY, THE NEWER BATCHES DONT GET TO SUBMIT A FLASHDRIVE WHICH IS STUPID AS FUCK

AND WORST OF ALL, 4GB FLASH DRIVES NO LONGER EXIST

ITS ALL 16GB OR MORE NOWADAYS

FUCK ME MAN IM ABOUTTA PUNCH SOMEONE

every single time i think im done with my thesis something new that was out of our scope of possible mistakes ALWAYS happens

like what do you MEAN I NEED A FLASH DRIVE OF MY FILES ITS ALL UPLOADED IN THE GITHUB ALREADY WDYM YOU NEED A PHYSICAL, A DIGITAL, AND AN ONLINE COPY???

I *really* wanna hang out with more irl peeps but like

There's literally nothing to do out here

I'd fuck around with Hobby shops but there's like little to no hobby shops where i'm at.

gotta get my own olace someday

need it so i dont bother and be bothered by my folks

I really gotta lock in and earn some cash on my own tbh.

Ugh, this is a pain in the ass but once I get my college diploma settled out I can finally apply for some jobs that I kinda wanna hop in on (hopefully theres still positions remaining)

man as if it cant get any worse, wdym theres no more chicken sandwich in jollibee here

did it not sell well or are yall running out of resources

its so weeeeeird, sorry im like touching the bald spot and its so... fleshy, its weird

NO LIKE WAIT

WHERE DID ALL MY HAIR GO IN THAT ONE SPECIFIC SPOT

SURELY THERE MUST BE A CLUMP LYING AROUND SOMEWHERE

from*

bruh wtf where did this bald spot come frok

also why the hell does this account have 23 followers

where the hell did yall come from i just vent here i dont even post nsfw here

yknow whats funny is thst my main oc lore isnt set in stone actually

like one time they were like racers another was like multiversal heroes

Gotta start pumping out content RAAAAAA I can make a video on the smp if i wanted to lmfao

I really gotta hold back on getting angry at my parents tbh

idk its just that theyre like super rude to other people & going "again again" like an infant

i *could* stream the new overwatch season

just for funsies ofc

honestly i have multiple paths

a part-time job as a video game revewer
a side hustle with video editing
content creator sponsorship money

sorry im just suddenly hit with the urge to job hunt

I need to finish this thesis ASAP so I can get my degree & start looking for a job that I want, preferrably in either the games industry or something that involves video editing