Chels She/They

April stats:

11 Books read
5 new songs loved
1 cute bedding set
2 really nice days out
4 fair donuts eaten
3 tins of paint that absolutely aren't the colour I imagined

If I had a lecturn, giving mini me a breakdown of the song pinball wizard this morning would have looked so educational..

My bank account can't see this post, I'm looking for a lecturn

And yet he never texts me to remind me

I may not remember to put things I really need in my bag, I may forget I need to carry an epi pen and I haler, but I do remember all the words to every song on a playlist of songs I've not listened to in decades.

Currently listening to: Alicia's Attic

It was, I literally told her 'anytime' last time, I told you, I'm chuffed she knows she can just ask for shit, she's a good egg, I proper love her

I wanted to be the scary woman kids avoided and instead I'm the woman kids waltz into the house and ask me for food and give me debriefs on the day... Not my kid, other people's, I'm aware of who some of these kids are

Mate are you still poorly, I can come round and get you sorted tomorrow, just give me a shout

March stats

35 books read
2 pairs of trainers lost to Dulux
10 new songs
2 crafts started
1 more year older
4 new medications

What I need is a fridge
What I want is a lecturn

Constantly growing as a person is hard. I'm surrounded by the most amazing people, the most inclusive accepting humans, I feel the constant strive to put work in and know more and learn more. I'm so grateful to people who point me in the right direction, who educate me when they really don't have to

Did the fanbase as a whole have this as a waking thought this morning, I'm staying at me dad's and basically got this instead of a good morning

I might be of big girl age, but tonight me dad is cooking a curry and like I've done for my whole life, I'll hover round him, get in the way, command the tunes, laugh and yap till me little hearts content...
These are my favourite nights

Okay that's kinda sexy though?

I can pretend I know but will happily listen to you wax lyrical on it 🤷🏻‍♀️

I've never eaten a strawberry that tastes better than the idea of a strawberry

Whoever invented Saturday errands was a fool.
I had planned on a lazy brunch and a proper shower and facemask with all the lotions and potions... Instead I need a stamp, and to go to the chemist and get groceries... This is wednesday jobs

Feb Stats
5 songs I fell in love with
4 cross stitches
47 books read
2 manky colds
1 new pair of trainers
8 happy birthdays

Was it the spider memos where he was like secretly petitioning for green measures at one point behind his mother's back?

I question wether this is a bit of a 'now you've been a good boy and agreed with kier we let you have a lil trip to see the king'
It's gross and weird but maybe also a power play, I dunno, I say more diverse people our age should be running shit, not these old untrustworthy bros

When? And yes, but also I was telling Jennifer it bugs me because it feels recent but they don't just like 'siri text willow: vamp in the park' and it fucks with me

If anyone's feeling all bunged up and congested find me for a hug, I'm smothered in vicks

I've ran out of thread but I'm so so close! Thankyou, I very much enjoyed how many podcasts fueled this

I ran out of navy 😭

I'm at the background part of my cross stitch and it's the bit I find most difficult.... I refuse to let this one beat me

Don't look back into the sun

And smack out of nowhere on a random wednesday I'm listening to a song that reminds me of you and I'm filled with joy... Cheers @gloomjuice.bsky.social I kinda love you loads

Got called princess yesterday by someone I'm floating on self esteem

That being said, I need links to people's and people's-peoples online stores so I can buy art for every room, so much art

I have had a hell year, literally lived in my own personal hellscape for the last 12 months but today I get my keys and can start living again and have more support than I know what to do with.

As a person who regularly sits down in the park with a cuppa and a book... It's strange but people seem to just want a nod and smile back.