Kieran

I’m alive 😮‍💨

Today we finally laid our girl to rest. It was the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do. Thank you for the love and support and for helping me get my girl the send off she deserves 💜🦋

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It’s been a whirlwind since the twins were born, it’s with a heavy heart that I share that my twin B passed away last Sunday. I’m devasted and it absolutely should not have happened. I miss my baby so much. Twin A is still fighting hard to come home

Thank you 💜💜 we spend a lot of time at NICU plus me not sleeping at night bc pain it’s just not a good recipe to add anything else

Just a side note right now, while I’m recovering from my csection, I am not making ANY new content. I’m not streaming, I’m not doing much of anything except bed rest/ visiting with the twins and the family

It’s absolutely killing me that I can’t hold them, that I can’t do skin to skin, I can’t feed them and I can’t be in the same freaking room as them. I hate this so much. I just want my babies

The twins decided they wanted to be earth side way earlier than they were supposed to, they came into this world via csection with mommy’s lofi LOTR playlist.
They’re barely two pounds and they are beautiful. Keep us in your well wishes and good vibes 💜

Also side note::: the twins and I made it to 20 weeks!! It’s been crazy but we’re here and kicking ass.

Trying my best to keep up on here and keep this more positive than Twitter

The coyotes and owls are very vocal tonight… it’s been a long while since I’ve heard any nigh life here

Fuck it, might as well check on my island in Animal Crossing

Ugh I forgot they changed their name lmaooo

It’s gone :(
Years of memories and only TikToks I can see of my babies doing silly dances and videos with me.. locked and I never got to save them

This weekend will be filled with immense amounts of dread 😮‍💨

I’ve literally been crying all afternoon since my doctors appointment.. everything hurts, everything feels heavy

Please share and help if you can..

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57/100 follower goal
195/$4000 goal

Me too. Need more ppl to share/ donate. The drs are the most pressing matter rn

I wanna go home so i can live my best hobbit life

Apparently I’m not allowed to name my twins Merry and Pippin 🙄🥹

I got so much done today, I managed to cook and eat but I didn’t keep it down 🥺
I think I just need to chill again. Bath, LOTR, Nap 😮‍💨

I got everything I could done today. And now it’s time to not be clothed and lay down 😮‍💨

I need snacks 🥺

Thank you to everyone who’s followed me today! We’re 44/100 followers but if I get to 50 by Sunday maybe I’ll share something 😘

I can’t get over how huge my 🍒 look today

Charmander, vulpix, Eevee, umbreon, togepi, mew are my tops

Close ish 🤔