Severin

The best reading groups are always the ones where it's like 4 people and 2-3 observers who've never really interacted substantially ahead of time diving into six pages for three hours and the last hour is entirely ranting about the evils of urban planning

It feels like there is a small child trapped in my larynx, howling and howling for release

my throat is too sore to deal w all the reckless positioning

"the luxury of misanthropy" I am turning off the audiobook and going back to sleep

"Wow this book I chose to hateread is actively pissing me off"

Sphinx

Sphinx https://www.wikiart.org/en/francis-bacon/sphinx-1954

Vice doing a story on Land, Moldbug, and Grimes in 2026 feels absurd

The Bloch days will end...

wow, maybe beauty really IS the enemy huh would you look at that

Google photos taking this moment to teleport me back to when I saw Cats (2019)

Tbf ive been writing and rewriting and adapting the same essay for four years bc each time I sit down with it the structure of it dissolves further and further into a series of sections, references, claims, and phrases. It's frustrating but I'm coming to realize I have to embrace that

Instant classic

They played Flood I so we are chilling tn.

Chat we made it

cause somehow, someone, somewhere
owns Everything I do.

The Ballad, by Snog from the album Sixteen Easy Tunes For The End Times

Realized I hum this melody a lot
schmerkindustries.bandcamp.com/track/the-ba...

Doomed like the first love interest in an 8 novel romantasy series

Love a good vampire-coded nightmare where I dream that I wake up and am immediately stabbed in the face by an exceptionally angry colleague

Everytime I see any reference to Nettwerk or Play It Again Sam my mind immediately starts playing those lines by Dog & Pony Show by Consolidated.

Need a new audiobook to hate-listen to.

Romantically drinking out of the same beer with a double barrel veggie straw

The Rose Red Bloody Stage, by Bloody Dead And Sexy from the album Paint It Red

The symbols have lost their meaning
And there is not much more to say
And the best of these thoughts taste metallic
In a bloody, bloody way

bloodydeadandsexy.bandcamp.com/track/the-ro...

Salo/Subway Surfers split screen

i actually really like that logo.. was taken by carefully distorting an image of a vena cava... but i don't want to continue that "series" i attached it to (in reality one released zine and five or six unreleased ones in various forms of disrepair). Maybe I just use it anyway like a stamp of sorts.

I think the next thing I write should focus on being a sort of spiderweb between points rather than something trying to do something "definitively" in itself. I think I often trap myself in trying to be exhaustive when I have the conflicting underlying belief that there is no such thing as adequacy.

I really need to make another zine. Putting together the one I did in college and the conversations I had around it were really generative for me despite my current opinions about the actual zine itself that resulted from the process (which, to be fair, is squarely in line with what it argued).

Personally, my keyboards assemble themselves at dusk.

I need to read more Artaud and double down on my excesses. There's no point in having them otherwise.

Incredibly detailed queer discourse I like vs queer discourse I don't like diagram

Need to take the time to fully diy a new outfit so I can break out of rivet casual in time for all the goth concerts coming through next month.