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@samanthahoriz0n.bsky.social

Trans AuDHD GameDev w credits under my former name on Thief, SyphonFilter, Marvel Ultimate Alliance, Guitar Hero, and others.

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Latest posts by samanthahoriz0n.bsky.social on Bluesky

Lawmakers and bible thumpers don't want you to understand the people they're demonizing are doing more good for society than they ever would

09.12.2025 19:33 — 👍 5080    🔁 2053    💬 35    📌 10

I got a Braun Epilator and just tried it out. I oddly love the sensation of it ripping hairs off my body 😂

10.12.2025 07:41 — 👍 4    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

You already are and always have been a girl 🗞🗞🗞

Don't make me come over there and bake Christmas cookies with you! 💖🫂

10.12.2025 07:36 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Its important to educate others because most don't know these amazing facts. Many friends were shocked to learn how easy it is to grow boobs and now they understand trans people better and educate their friends. This is how I do community outreach 😂

10.12.2025 06:58 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

I let everyone squeeze my boobs 😂

Then I tell my guy friends they can have boobs too!

10.12.2025 06:47 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

Always here to listen 🫂

10.12.2025 06:43 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

I love this for you 💖

10.12.2025 05:47 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Ragnarok is so good! I need to finish it.

10.12.2025 05:26 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

You did! 🥰

10.12.2025 05:14 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

I was exactly like that when I was young. You just described your complex trauma, btw 🫂

Learning how to manage your energy will be very helpful for you. It takes time, but you're already doing the work 💖

10.12.2025 05:14 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Awws! You always make me feel happy 💖

10.12.2025 05:10 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

Trauma isn't always scary like war. It can be little things like being yelled at or teased. It's an entire spectrum of experience. Many times, trauma happens slowly over time and just feels normal. It's different for everyone. It's a process of discovery, when one is open and ready 💖

10.12.2025 05:09 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Same tbh. I wish we had the language and resources we have now when I was younger, but the truth is our experiences and what we learned created that language and resources, so it makes the struggle worth it knowing our stories can help others find their story easier 🫂💖

10.12.2025 05:05 — 👍 2    🔁 1    💬 1    📌 0

You're 100% autistic 🫂💖

I'm 159

Now comes the fun part where you learn how to be autistic, understand how masking affects you, and how to find your version of self care to manage when you get over stimulated.

10.12.2025 04:58 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

I've hear this from so many young people. It's ok to rely on others. You're never a full human. Development only ends at death. You always grow, struggle, get strong, and fall back down. It's not easy, but it gets easier with practice 💖

BTW, I think you're an amazing human 🫂

10.12.2025 04:55 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

Its worth checking it out online if you're curious. Or we could chat offline. I was premed with a focus on psychology and neuroscience before I went into games. Also, I felt exactly how you do now when I was your age. It gets better with understanding 💖

10.12.2025 04:51 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

Late 20s for me too. Your brain doesn't finish maturing until 25 to 26. All the sudden 27 hits you hard when everything is connected and metacognition goes into overdrive. Knowing this in advance is helpful 💖

10.12.2025 04:49 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

Trauma is relative and it doesn't have to be big and bad to affect your development. What's traumatizing for one person may not be for another. As for neurodivergence, I know a lot about this from both experience and education. Have you ever taken the RAADS-R Acessment? It's a great diagnostic 💖

10.12.2025 04:42 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 2    📌 0

There are many answers to this. The big one is usually unresolved childhood trauma. Others include undiagnosed or highly masked autism and or adhd. I have all 3. There are ways to work through this that lead to happiness and stability. I spent 40 to 48 doing this.

10.12.2025 04:29 — 👍 3    🔁 1    💬 1    📌 0

Heh, got blocked by a transphobe.

10.12.2025 04:19 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

I hope to hear your take on these and I can definitely provide more gems. I played all these growing up and sold all the 16 bit Gen games when I worked at Electronics Boutique from 1994 to 1999 before I went to work on Thief. I can make lists for other systems and PC too upon request 💖

10.12.2025 04:18 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

It's really fun and very different from everything else at that time. Unfortunately, you'll miss out on the smell part of the experience because it required the hint guide which was full of scratch and sniff pages 😂

10.12.2025 04:01 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Yes! You can go to the end boss only a couple hours in. It's impossible to beat, but they invented the New Game+ feature so you can get that particular ending. The other endings occur from making certain decisions or beating it at different points during the progression. It's my #1 game of all time!

10.12.2025 03:59 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Forgot Earthbound 💖

10.12.2025 03:46 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0
Samantha's Top 5 PS5 games of 2025

1 Final Fantasy XVI
2 Sherlock Chapter One
3 Final Fantasy VII Remake and Intergrade
4 Star Wars Jedi Survivor
5 Alan Wake II

Samantha's Top 5 PS5 games of 2025 1 Final Fantasy XVI 2 Sherlock Chapter One 3 Final Fantasy VII Remake and Intergrade 4 Star Wars Jedi Survivor 5 Alan Wake II

I miss each one of these games immensely. They all made me feel things and each one made me cry. Jedi Survivor was the most extreme emotions I ever felt playing a game and was left feeling empty inside. I've had a hard time getting into something new since Alan Wake. That one changed me 💖

10.12.2025 03:34 — 👍 6    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

Seduce away please! 💖

10.12.2025 01:17 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

You promise? 😻🥰

10.12.2025 01:08 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

Just saw Megaman autocorrected to Megamall 🤦‍♀️😂

Legend of Zelda 1&2 should also be on this list.

If you use ZELDA as your username in the first one, you'll get a completely different map setup.

10.12.2025 00:41 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

These games hit differently than games today. The challenge was amped up high to make games last. We played with friends after school and om sleepovers passing the controller each time we died. We would scream with joy upon beating levels. They rewire your hippocampus and teach patience. Enjoy! 💖

10.12.2025 00:27 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Ecco the Dolphin
Castle of Illusion
Altered Beast
Beyond Oasis
Vectorman
Boogerman
Phantasy Star 1&2
Sonic 1,2&3
Aladin
Comix Zone
Night Trap CD (Banned)
Toe Jam and Earl
Streets of Rage 2
Shinobi 3
Zombies Ate My Neighbors
Lost Vikings

10.12.2025 00:24 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 2    📌 0

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