Oak🦻

therapist/yoga instructor/marine biologist/photographer/environmental scientist/flower farmer/dance coach/coffee shop owner

What if I actually do want to be a therapist what then

Lots of other examples that apply to multiple friendships that ended or we stopped talking to each other. The worst part is none of us knew I’m AUDHD, so I didn’t have the words to explain myself or my brain, and they didn’t have anything to counter what they viewed as me not caring about them

Or how I did not realize that they were wanting to do one thing because they said they were fine with doing the other thing that I wanted to do, nor did I realize how much they cared about doing the first thing instead. Because I did not understand non verbal cues that they were disappointed/annoyed

for example: I forgot about a LOT of things, including conversations where they brought up something I was doing that hurt them, and then I’d work on it for a little bit and then completely forget that the conversation had ever happened, and forget that that thing hurts their feelings

This week in therapy I learned that my most meaningful and deepest friendship was ended (not entirely but largely in part) because that friend did not understand that my ADHD and autistic traits did not reflect my intentions or feelings and I’m sad about it all over again🥲

AND THE CHERRY ON TOP IS THAT WHEN ASKED ABOUT THE TATTOOS SHE WOULD REPEAT THE STORY THAT MY COWORKER TOLD HER ABOUT IT AS IF IT WAS HER STORY!!

like one of them was a tattoo of some sentimental item from a loved one that passed away and she explained that to this girl and this girl went “cool I am going to completely disrespect the meaning and copy this tattoo because I think it would look good for my sticker sleeve”

The way my old coworker (she got fired bc she was mean) asked my other coworker what her most meaningful tattoos were and what the meanings were and then like two days later GOT BOTH OF THOSE EXACT TATTOOS???

I thought my hair appointment was today and traded someone shifts so that I could make it, but it’s tomorrow and the shift I picked up is during it😭 and now not only am I stressed about getting THAT shift covered, but I didn’t get the serotonins that I was anticipating

just got out of therapy! time to listen to my mommy issues playlist, drink kombucha, and cry

I heard too many sounds at once so now I’m being a bitch back to mean customers

Can I sue companies for being inaccessible if they require a phone call to cancel a subscription? I feel like I should be able to

Started Wellbutrin today too so fingers crossed

🍄 were great but I apparently took just over a microdose, so the happiness kinda wore off last night and I am back to being depressed😀

No worse feeling than getting to the gym and realizing your headphones are dead😭

yall will never understand how pissed off I am that the ghost photoshoot trend happened THE YEAR THAT I WAS GONNA BE A GHOST FOR HALLOWEEN!!! It was gonna be so funny just a sheet with eye holes cut out of it but then the trend happened and it made it not funny anymore😭

🍄🍄 tomorrow!!!!

I love how when I got juniper she was so food insecure that she’d dig through the trash or try to eat literally anything I had on my plate, but now she is so picky and turns up her nose at a cat treat or a piece of cheese

I just think that every single thing written by hozier is the best poetry I’ve ever seen and ever will see

Spilled an entire gallon of milk on myself at 6 in the morning how’s your day going

Update, he did not suggest ketamine but I’m gonna try Wellbutrin

last minute psych appointment bc SAD is kicking my ass, how likely do you think he’s gonna suggest ketamine

note to self: when unclogging your pen, do not breathe in the build up of stuff when you finally get it unclogged, that shit HURTS😭

Roof fixin

august oak was a BITCH for throwing away my happy light

girl dinner for breakfast? more likely than you might think.

OMG CONGRATS!!!

Scenes from the drive to Idaho:)

This is the only photo I have but I was a mermaid